Date : Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Time : 12:15 AM
Title :

Some things you never forget, like feeling that sense of regret. We all wished we had the ability to go back in time and right our stupidity. Change something we would do or say, then maybe things wouldn't turn out this way. -James M. Zhang (NTU 2008)

Came across this link http://www3.ntu.edu.sg/home/msyzhang/james/Regret.htm and this person wrote a whole essay on regret. Found it to be very real as he wrote out what this 6 letters meant. It's quite meaningful to me as yea I regretted certain choices I have made throughout my life and sometimes I just feel that life is all about IF and REGRETS.

Last week of school in NTU so yea it just means that U gt to mug till U r dead. HAHAH
So I have been mugging these few days but I guess it's not that productive somehow :(
Experiencing water rationing this few days as our water pipe leaked and guess what, this bill for last mth was $1.3K+! So yea scary figure till the PUB ppl came down and tell us so hopefully the prob can be solved tmr.
Met Denice by chance in NTU last fri. Was abt a yr since we last met?? Glad that U r doing fine now and yea Uni totally drains me out thats why I looked damn stoned la!
Then supper on Sat night, Dim Sum at Swee Choon! Wheee, I love their dim sums :)
Then fast forward till Monday. Met up with Joyce and went to surprise Fiza at work! Hiding outside the gates like kidnappers la, spying is seriously tough..Then bused down to Orchard while Joyce entertained us with her ghost stories from BKK. Oh ya Thanks Woman for the earrings, don't worry I won't be like red riding hood whom gt cheated by the big bad wolf.
So we walked ard aimlessly and had our dinner at Pizzahut. The pasta with softshell crab was nice if without the chilli. Almost died of spiciness while eating and they said that my face was damn red. And WTH, I dreamt of my fyp supervisor ytd- Ms Y, just becos we were talking abt her ytd. As usual, she was mean to us in my dream. Watched Amazing race ytd, featuring SG. Quite cool, just that I don like the SIA girl, her accent don't sound like a local to me.

Shall pray hard that I will have a sweet dream tonight ;) Shall see if my EFX wristband works tonight as it's proven that it will reduce stress and is gd to health. As I stopped my Actified today. And I finally know why I am having mood swings so often. Dr Hiak said that Oratane will affect the mood in some ppl and he asked me why I asked that and he thought I gt suicidal thoughts?! I wonder how is my N78 coping the "operation", seems quite serious cos it has been 7 days "hospitalised"..
Okie shall go sleep now, Dr Linder's lesson tmr so sch starts at 10.30 to 12.30.. And might be meeting Yvonne for lunch in SP after lessons. I missed jap food in FC1!