Date : Monday, August 31, 2009
Time : 10:46 PM
Title :

It's always business, chemistry or chemical engineering since day 1..

School is a horrible place to be in, never feel that way until now. Perhaps that is because it's ald the last stage of learning so they are all out to screw us :( I wonder how long more can I take the stress, got a bad feeling but on the other hand, I have prepared a backup plan..
*just pray super hard that I don have to resort to that.*
Sometimes I wonder if I have made a mistake to choose chemistry instead of business, I don know, we shall see. Though I can say that I never regret taking chemical engineering in my poly days. :) It's becos of U guys that made my poly life so fun till I don't really feel that stress out compared to now.

It's crazy, barely 3 wks into school and we are having 2 tests this week. Worse still, Organic Chemistry on Thu, a module that I see lots of *** n ??? though Prof Loh says that at the end, we will say it's easy =.= Calculus for Science will be on wed which alot alot of numbers n I hate trigo! Hopefully, it will be as manageable as the mock quiz! *praying hard again*. After this, I foresee lots of tests all the way until Recess which is termed as our Break. But on the lighter note, after Thu 11.30am, I will be a little stress free :) Then will be meeting Joyce and peeps on friday night for dinner. For Sat, damn sickening cos gt make up Maths lesson from 10 to 1pm and of course followed by Lucas 21th bdae celebration. But wait, before the beautiful stuffs can happen, I gt to get over my 2 tests first T_T GOD pls bless me like you always do, to help me pass this 2 tests!!! THANK YOU VERY MUCH =P

Okie shall go sleep now and wake up early tmr to study before going to school for the 4.30 to 6.30pm lesson. DOTS right? Ridiculous timing...AHHH OK, I know I will stop whining to make sure my dream is sweet and not nightmare..

I hate being a mugger!

Date : Saturday, August 29, 2009
Time : 11:53 PM
Title :

I NEED MY LIFE BACK!

Seriously, I never felt that tired before. School is draining my energy out, I fall asleep almost immediately after lying on my bed for the past few nights. Heng Hwu called me on wed night ard 12am+ then my mum told me that I told her that ohh heng hwu then i fell asleep again and I can't remember a single thing the next morning..And I fell asleep while mugging last night..Stress and tired, maybe everyone studying now is facing that in all the 4 UNIs. 2 tests next wk hopefully it will be okie :) My 1st time mugging after 6 months of slacking, hard to adjust back.

This is a week for friends I think. Of course, I gt to know some new friends in sch not to forget meeting up with my "lao peng you"-old friends. Haha. Went to meet Vivien at West Mall b4 my driving on tue. Thanks gal for the help! Woah, we knew each other for 3 yrs ald when we r in yr 1 n yep diff course somemore loh, amazing. Then met Sheau Ting whom is my pri sch friend in NTU for lunch on wed. 8 yrs since we last met, time passed really fast! Then as Thu is NTU's union day, we gt 5 hrs break and Limei, Ivy and I talked for the whole 5hrs. Cool that the topic kept us occupied for such a long time. LOL. And Thanks to LiMei for alerting me when I almost walked into the gent. HAHAH, so paiseh la..so nv daydream when U r walking :)

Primary school gathering just now at Suntec. Okie, as usual lots of ppl pang seh or not replying to sms. These ppl are simply rude if U were to put urself in Alvin's shoes. Walked n can't decide on a place for dinner and finally we settled for New YorkX2. Damn full can, and thanks Vincent for the drinks! We crapped n laughed like crazy there, recalled those P6 days like how Mr Leong threw out things from Daniel's bag, the song that we were asked to perform on stage..1 word- we are old now :( Then we walked to Shaw house for ice cream at Tom's Palette. Nice la, esp the rum! Best still, produce NTU n SMU matric card gt 10%. HAHA feels like an aunty now =.= Then to Iluma n then back home. I am tired, feel like sleeping while typing now..

Our machos are going NS one by one, everyone of us leading a diff life now. Really nt used to it but maybe what they say is true, to look forward n not always looking back. Anyway what I wanna say is meet up soon peeps!

Pictures

Date : Sunday, August 23, 2009
Time : 10:05 PM
Title :

Work starts piling up, the sight of textbooks and notes totally makes me feel nausea as I am someone that don't like to read you see..Weekends seem to pass extremely fast and I hate that because there will be 2 tests next wk :( Stress Stress Stress T_T

Happy 83th Birthday Grandma! We had advance birthday celebration for her today. It's more like a meet up gathering cos I have so many relatives from my maternal side. Then because the buffet is at night so I went to Junction 8 ard 4+ to meet Yi Pei to collect the stuffs from him. Hahah, sry ah make U wait for 20 mins or so, all becos of the stupid bus...Then talk cock till 6+ b4 I went back to my grandma's place. Hahah and thanks for being a gentlemen ah, wait for the bus with me when he can just take train back. TYVM!

I was the last to reach grandma's hse and they had started eating ald, got alittle blur cos so many ppl, don't know who to start calling 1st but some saw me and as usual, my cousin asked me abt boyfriend =.= Don't have means don have if have confirmed bring there one what..Worse still, my auntie aimed me, say what I can get married ald and my mum's fast enough to ans back: Hahah yep, so U better get ready ur big fat ang bao! Good one mummy :)
Sighh~ school tmr, busy week ahead. Feeling stress and tired..May the wkends be here fast enough!!! Anyway, Happy Birthday Ying Huan! Too bad, U were nt at J8 today cos I saw that person once again...


My mum with her darling

This is how my table looks like now, damn messy I know...Chemistry is just driving me crazy!

Date : Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Time : 12:14 AM
Title :

Hopefully this feeling stays...

Start of wk 2, lab and tutorial. Well lab wasn't as bad as I thought, similar to poly though we deal with bigger n more cool equipments cos we are in chemical engineering, right peeps?!
Missed the time we grped for pracs and talking cock during waiting time. Saw a familiar face Mdm Ho Yin Wah, the lecturer that taught us elective: Speciality chemicals & Biodevices. Okie she said she migrated over to NTU from SP just like me. However, Tutorial sucks lots..
4.30pm lesson tmr again so driving b4 that! Damn fast la, so fast 1 wk ald, last wk they still crashed our lecture n followed by dinner. Tsk tsk, time really flies huh..

HAHA. Got to know a few friends today, reminds me of what happened at the start of poly. Everything seems like a repetition.
And, they say I don't look like local or maybe chinese because of my eyes and they were talking abt my long eye lashes, well they say is a compliment and asking if I gt mixed blood in my family tree :) TY. See again repetition, last time Heng Hwu n ppl also thought I wore contacts thats why my eyes r big n round. I guess it's my eyes and skin colour that makes alot of ppl say I don't look chinese or local. Well, then I look like?? Heard from Li Mei that even Suan Ting thought I gt malay blood, hahah.

Anyway Joshua Chua, I am not missing U okie, 100% no denying or what la. Boomer missed U, not me!!! Also, Thank You Yi Pei for helping me get my stuffs from Thailand! That's my gd buddy man :) Marc suggested a meet up this friday night for steamboat at Bugis. Who wans???

Date : Sunday, August 16, 2009
Time : 9:56 PM
Title :

I HATE SCHOOL! but no choice, I chose this and I know I got to love it..
Anyway, it might not be as bad as I think??

1st wk and I am feeling the intense stress, nv in the 1st wk of school of every sem in poly did I ever experience this. I can only say Uni life sucks n is damn tough to cope. Sry peeps, I know my nick on msn and facebook has scare some of U guys and Thanks for the encouragements and telling me to endure and not give up hope. Appreciate it alot peeps, almost moved me to tears.
TY to friends like Pui Sauw, Vincent, Joyce Ang, Fiza, Joyce Tan, Hainita, Yvonne, Li Mei, Vivien, Roy, Hong Wei, Lucas, Furzal, Irsyad and Sheau Ting. Hahah, Irsyad really funny la, he went to wiki the stuffs that I don know and explained to me. AHH, brother how I wish U don have NS n can study together with me!!!
And Joyce Tan, sry was afk ytd so didn't managed to reply U in time b4 u go offline. Anyway if U r reading here, I think I am okie ald woman! :) I know U miss me lots right. hehehe

Supposed to have primary sch gathering last night. But well lots of ppl pang seh without telling Alvin until he asked. Understand how he feels, nvm confirmed gt at least 5 of us for the one 2 wks later. So, my sis and I accompany my dad to my grandfather's hse in the evening. Mummy didn go cos she's down with fever n sorethroat but haha nt H1N1, luckly..
Then saw this at his hse. Sometimes, I find my grandfather very cute provided he's not stubborn la. He's 85 and I really hope he can see the day when I graduate or get married. He saw me looking at this photoframe n asked me whether it's nice? Cos he D.I.Y himself. Got a phobia when I go to his hse now, cos there are many cats loittering ard the void deck n I don wanna stand near my sis cos don wanna her to push me on the flr when she sees a cat again. HAHA

Sunday seems like a haywire day for me. Weird timing n portion for breakfast followed by late lunch n dinner. Just came home from dinner at Ah Seah Teochew Porridge near Kovan and followed by joyride to Orchard. Well, I am super deprived of Joyrides as we have not been out for supper for quite some time ald..Shit, I hate sundays cos I need to sleep early. Wkends passed damn fast, why like that?! Lab n tutorial tmr, hopefully get to know new friends :) N yea counting down to fri once again..
Btw, ytd was Kevin Cheng's Bdae! N Happy Birthday to Jin Hui and my cousin EnEn today! So many ppl's bdae in august, of course the biggest one will be next Sunday as it's my grandma's bdae :)

Date : Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Time : 10:03 PM
Title :

I am so tired, sch was pretty long today but not as long if I were to compare it with the timetable for tmr. Somebody just kill me! 8.30am to 5.30pm =.= Wonder if I can wake up at 5.45am not..Forensic Science was pretty fun but the auditorium was huge, I guessed that were abt 600 ppl inside? N the seats were so comfortable till I almost dozed off. Got lost again, damn it's too big till every corner looks the same. Got to endure till 4.30pm on friday and HAHAH that's when I end my 1st wk of sch, smells freedom *temporary* again..

Then met Hainita after sch to collect her gift for me. Okie she bought this necklace for me from indo. N haha the moment I saw it, I was like AHH WHY heart shape la?! Sry ah for my reaction just now. Then she said gt meaning one is like a charm for me to faster find 1. LOL okie la Thanks alot, cannot scold U for that..If have, confirmed tell JFH 1st okie? HAHA Well, but it all voice down to Fate what, nth I can do also..

Oh yea, the blur me forgot to reveal what each number means in the previous post until my friend reminded me.

Now for the answers!

1) THE PERSON IN SPACE 3 IS THE ONE YOU LOVE
2) THE PERSON YOU LIKE but your relationship CANNOT WORK is in SPACE 7
3) YOU CARE MOST about the PERSON you put in SPACE 4
4) THE PERSON YOU NAME IN NUMBER 5 IS THE ONE WHO KNOWS YOU VERY WELL.
5) THE PERSON YOU NAMED IN 6 IS YOUR LUCKY STAR
6) THE SONG IN 8 IS THE SONG THAT MATCHES WITH THE PERSON IN NUMBER 3
7) THE TITLE IN 9 IS THE SONG FOR THE PERSON IN 7
8) THE 10 TH SPACE IS THE SONG THAT TELLS YOU MOST ABOUT YOUR MIND
9) AND 11 IS THE SONG TELLING HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT LIFE
10) NUMBER 1 IS YOUR LUCKY NUMBER

So how? True for U guys??

Dad will be back tmr and Woah, my parents really damn gd la. I asked him to buy Mandrin Vodka and he said yes! Okie, so I can drink, drank but not drunk at home ald :)

Date : Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Time : 11:14 PM
Title :

First day of schooling in a brand new environment. Everything starts afresh, feels weird somehow without my friends from class 23, smth is just missing..I miss U guys, really.. :(
School started late so went for my driving, okie new instructor, nt bad very patient with me. I learn parking in multi story carpark today!

So went to meet Li Mei at Pioneer to go sch together. And guess what, the 2 gentlemen Hong Wei and Gary also came to meet us n crashed our lecture. NTU is really huge, jialat confirmed lost for many times even with map. Well, maths lecture was boring esp without notes, endless copying and lots of ppl in the big LT. Ended ard 6.30pm and off we went to IMM for dinner with the rest such as Suan Ting, Ivy and Seok Han. Had Swensons for dinner and we left at abt 9pm..Haha luckly I don feel that awkward cos I am like abit extra la, not from class 22, crashed class. LOL

Pictures:


Top: Suan Ting, Gary, Li Mei, Hong Wei
Bottom: Ivy, Seok Han, ME

Date : Monday, August 10, 2009
Time : 10:24 PM
Title :

Finally after all the waiting/rotting/nagging/scoldings, school is going to start tmr. Everything is like a dream, didn't expect this to come seriously. Of course I am still worried abt sch given that I m the paranoid kind. HAHAH But thanks to those friends that tried to make me feel better and the wishes as well as advices, appreciate it alot! Morale Support! :) But haha sch starts at 4.30 to 6.30pm tmr so driving b4 that.
Actually spend my last few days of freedom to finish watching this show-Last One Standing. Storyline is gd though I guess there will be a part 2 as Roger Kwok still hasn't repent and is thinking how to destroy Kevin Cheng after he's released from jail. I know Yvonne surely wanna say AHH, Kevin Cheng again?! Cos she don't like him la..



Anyway, I am just curious what colour reminds U when my name is mentioned?? Cos my friend recently told me I remind him of light blue. 1st time someone say blue loh, cos my other friends always linked me with either pink or white. And I came across this facebook quiz reagrding real True colours and I gt blue. But somehow, it's quite accurate.

Date : Sunday, August 09, 2009
Time : 10:25 PM
Title :

I need to fight the bad feeling again..

HAPPY 44th NATIONAL DAY ! The day whereby patriotism strikes most of us. But I guess I wasn't too patriotic in a sense as I haven't been to NDP once in my life, not even when I was in P5. Seriously, I think this year's show is quite entertaining compared to the previous years. Vincent wanted to give me rehearsal tickets but wasn't free that time and Ting Ting got an extra ticket today and asked me along but haha I have no motivation to go down as the thought of getting home turns me off. Maybe next yr I will go cos as a Singaporean I shld at least attend NDP once right?!

Anyway, did U guys saw the SP grad photo in 1 of the NDP clips, I think is when the songs were being played. Proud of my sch, Singapore Polytechnic though it's not our faces being featured!
Watched Singapore Idol, well the best part shld be the auditions when U see all sort of weird ppl making a fool out of themselves of National TV, perhaps it's their 1 min of fame la..

School is starting on Tuesday, but I have stupid long breaks in btw and so gonna learn my driving with a new instructor cos my instructor got sacked, long story anyway.. Enjoying freedom this few days before sch starts, of course not to forget meet up with different grps of friends :) Starting with Pui Sauw on Wed for lunch. As usual, we ate as we talked for hours and I am forever the last 1 that finishes my food. Slow as a tortoise as what some of my friends said. Hahah.
Then met with my sec sch friends Joyce Ang and Jin Hui on friday afternoon. I am so tired after walking from Wisma-Taka-Wisma-ION-Wisma. Why? Cos that stupid delifrance is closed in Taka and it disrupted our plan. I hate delifrance now! In the end we spend 1h walking and finally ate at Din Tai Feng. Noodles sucks but I love the Xiao Long Bao lots.

Shopped till 5+ b4 I left and met up with my poly friends Fiza, Joyce Tan and Heng Hwu at the flyer for Popeye. Walking was the exercise for that day, they were late and I spend ard 40 mins walking alone along Citylink. Really boring to shop alone and when they reached, we walked all the way to the flyer. Long journey but was okie cos we talked as we walked and sry peeps for the super lame joke when I shouted the person's name while pointing to that direction. But haha I really tricked them sia. FUN! Saw many NSmen and we were wondering what happened and there was a rehearsal going on so we were waiting for fireworks but sigh no fireworks that day..
Again, we talked cock in Popeye. HH and I were imitating the little gal we saw that shouted SUSHI SUSHI while walking but of course we shouted other things instead, right?! Shall be the secret kept within the 4 of us :) After that followed by slacking at Makansutra till ard 11pm.
It's always nice to have gatherings with friends :) Oh yea Pri sch gathering next sat, haven't seen some for at least 8 yrs so am quite curious and excited to see them!

Time for food blog:

Pui Sauw and I eating at Hans-Park Mall.
Cream of Potato and Chicken chop with Mushroom sauce

Date : Thursday, August 06, 2009
Time : 11:43 PM
Title :

I’m just a little bit caught in the middle. Life is a maze and love is a riddle. I don’t know where to go. I can’t do it alone I’ve tried. And I don’t know why. I am just a little girl lost in the moment. I’m so scared but don’t show it. I can’t figure it out. It’s bringing me down I know. I’ve got to let it go. And just enjoy The Show.

Date : Monday, August 03, 2009
Time : 10:03 PM
Title :

What goes around, goes around, goes around. Comes all the way back around.
Yes, KARMA in short.. I believe in it, do U believe so?

Not sure if I am over sensitive but I just got the hunch that the statement made by some fellow is targeted at me. Though, I am not sure whether the real funny gal = ME not la.. HAHA but if so, TY cos I didn know I can teach anybody as it's so easy as ABC can =.=
Through this saga in facebook, we can learn alot of things from it though we are not involved, just passerby. I choose to standby my principles as I have that impression since day 1 :)
People side blindly or even ranting like mad dogs so yep tarnished ur own image for nth, ppl acting blur or twisted the facts after somethings, that's hmm so so saddening until I wonder if U really feel that U are RIGHT deep down in ur heart? Only God knows actually..
Another thing, money is really the root of evil.

Went Orchard Ion with my mum today. WOW, huge place with big brands so yea quite boring on the upper floors..Bought 2 Levis jeans. Haha damn worth for us cos our clothes or jeans right, my mum, sis n me all can share n wear :)
I took a video of my niece at my grandma's hse ytd. Woah, she's super naughty can. She imitates my grandma sleeping *making pig's noise* and eating * look at her mouth*..
Dental appointment tmr so yep got to sleep alittle early tonight..

After watching so many shows, I think he's the best looking actor so far! Don't talk abt age la but then he got this boyish look and his characters always portray him as the ideal guy :)
He's Kevin Cheng. HAHAHA *DW, I m not "hua chi" or what la, just blog something to counter back my sis. He's more handsome than Matthew Ko! hehehehe