Date : Monday, November 30, 2009
Time : 12:10 AM
Title :

I believe in Serendipity. Staying neutral is what I can do now cos I don't want history to repeat itself.

The thought of Modern Chemistry paper later totally kills the thought of staying in NTU for another sem. Thought I would have the time to mug for biochemistry too but sadly my plan has failed. I am still stucked in Modern Chemistry. May God bless me by hook or by crook yea. hahah

Went Geylang for dinner just now, wanted to try the Mongolian food but hahah closed down ald so in the end we went to Toa Payoh instead. My mum was damn paranoid when we were walking along the streets of Geylang, kept asking me to walk in the middle. She said U walked behind later U kanna catch by ppl since the place is famous for its red light activities. But joke aside, I really don't like that place, U have ppl looking at U from top to bottom! D.O.M, dig out ur eyes then U know. LOL. During our joyride to Geylang a few nights back, alot of chickens ard waiting to be slaughtered. hahah might as well don't wear better. And the disappointing thing is that, I even see young guys that looked quite decent hanging ard talking to them and foresee further progress. I wonder why they wanna do that. I pity their gf seriously. It's like so hard to trust ur partners at times but well, I guess there are also good guys out there. Perhaps those are just the black sheeps..

Date : Sunday, November 29, 2009
Time : 11:54 AM
Title :

There's a light at each end of this tunnel, you shout. Cause you are just as far in as you'll ever be out. These mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again. If you only try turning around. Yep, I guess I fell into this tunnel once again.

Well, I was supposed to blog this last night but then I was too tired after a cup of Vodka mixed with 100+ as I forgot to buy Sprite lime. Don't be mistaken k, I am not drunk, just tired thats all. hahah but then I gt a sweet dream last night :) Thanks Vodka. 4 papers down, left with 2 more next week. And true enough, Maths & Physics were just there to kill our brain cells n demoralized us. So Bad of them..I guess Modern Chem tmr will also be a killer while Wed's Biochemistry, hmm don't know cos Beng Gang is a gd prof and he calls us CBC KIDS! So, he sounds like one with alot of compassion so won't be that bad to make us cry right?!

After exams will have lunch with fellow unimates when dinner will be with Pui Sauw. See, I have everything mapped out. :) Thursday will be for driving and friday will be a day to settle some study matters. And for Sat, will be leaving Singapore for Melbourne. Praying hard that there's wifi there for me to msn & facebook :) Only be back on Thu night to continue my slacking timetable & plan gatherings! WHOO, I can't wait. And yea I wanna kill Yi Pei, he smsed me at 6.30AM on Thu to ask me abt Christmas gathering. Say I shld be awake studying at that time. Policeman, I m still in the midst of dreaming, luckly can still sleep after seeing the message. hahah and so sad, U don't know my study habit after 3 yrs of friendship, I don have the habit of burning midnight or morning oil leh.. Remember, wanna go donate blood call me along k :)

Then was chatting with Yvonne a few nights back. Went to irritate her with my eh U see Kevin Cheng so handsome & macho when she asked me abt a show starring him. We were talking abt the topic on r/s. Then I say fate like a curse to me sia. Then she said everything so gd for me then still curse, must cherish what I have. LOL Yvonne, why U say everything gd for me, have meh??

Time for food blog but I forgot to take the pics of the food. Had dinner at Ah Lams' on Sat night with family. The food is really good!

Date : Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Time : 11:55 PM
Title :

They say that the hour before dawn is always the darkest.

And I totally understand the meaning behind this phrase now. Cos, I am experiencing this. I can't wait for exams to be over, I am like a living zombie now. Everyday, study-eat-sleep-exams and the cycle continues again and again. Worse still, I broke my record of not burning midnight oil for exams/tests :( This exams seem to be taking far too long. There again when the exams are over, it's time to face the music. Decision making will be the toughest part esp I myself don't even know what I want. Well, perhaps the next few papers will give me an idea what decision to make. Anyway, we will be going for buffet right after our last paper-Biochemistry next wed to celebrate freedom! Seriously, I can't wait for that but then mixed feelings abt it too cos that might be my last paper in NTU?

Forensic paper down. So, murder or suicide? I wrote murder anyway & I am like writing stories when we were asked to give reasons for why a murder or suicide occured. Seriously, Forensic Science is the best module with 45 MCQs & 1 casestudy, at least quite fun as U learn "interesting" knowledge. Sighh, it's only the 2nd paper, still gt 4 more to go.. I foresee killer papers the next few days. I totally have no confidence for the Calculus for Science tmr. Is going to be real tough I guess cos I gt a bad feeling now..I hate Riemann, intergration, differentiation, limits, continuity and all sorts of crazy theorem that drives me crazy =.= Don't understand why we got to take Maths & Physics when we are in a Chemistry course..Thu will also be a terrible day for me as it's Physics turn to murder me. Comeon, it's only foundations to Physics and alot of us are struggling away. Out of the 3 sciences, I think alot of ppl hate Physics right??

Gosh, time is running out very quickly. Seriously, I don't know why they can't spread out the papers. 3 papers in a row, how they expect us to do well when we don't even have enough time to mug for each paper. I reached home at 9pm when Forensic paper ended at 7.30pm. And, there's Calculus tmr at 1pm. That means I gt to leave home at 11am so yea, I am screwed. I don't have enough time to mug T_T I gt to have a clear mind tmr for the paper so yep I shall go sleep now and wake up early tmr to study. Pathetic.

Date : Sunday, November 22, 2009
Time : 11:52 PM
Title :

Pictures taken at the celebration just now:

Date : Thursday, November 19, 2009
Time : 1:56 AM
Title :

CAUTION! Whining post ahead :(

I am STRESS, got a feeling that I am going to screw up the exams. 6 modules within 2 weeks, arghh that's like overloading in a sem of just 13wks! So many stuffs to remember, reactions & mechanisms alone can kill U. So yea, below is a small tiny winy portion of the "disgusting stuffs" we are learning & we got to jolly well remember or rather memorise. Yep, so that's Chemistry =.= I still love the word "CHEMISTRY" cos it's like reactions that happened like magic whether in relationships or everyday life. But I dislike the contents esp mechanisms..
Ever wonder why ur hair becomes straight after rebonding? Mr Sumod said that it's smth to do with Phosphate *did i get the chemical name right Limei ?* that breaks the bonds in our hair strand. But too bad, we don't learn that and the reason for telling us is becos he finds it is a waste of $ to do rebonding in salon cos it costs abt $100 when he bought the chemicals for lab purpose at a much much cheaper price. Okie ppl, U can ignore what I have said above cos those are just crapping to help me de-stress.

Currently listening to my ipod and the song Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold was played. 1 of my fav songs and I find the lyrics touching. AHH SHIT, I can't copy the lyrics over after I upgraded internet explorer, regret upgrading it seriously. Looking through the pics in my laptop, really brings back alot of memories, some happy and sad ones but well, it's life experience that can't be bought. Did lots of stuffs today, mugging was part of it but I feel gd becos I went for a haircut. Shorter & lighter now, most importantly the rebonding is still there, my sis has bangs. Hahah, I don have the courage to try that, guess it will look pretty weird on me.

Then we went for H1N1 jab. Hahah, I am the daring one cos when the doctor told me: hmm so I guess it's not painful judging from ur expression. Indeed, I don feel anything at all. But then perhaps cos I am considered the daring one at hm cos from young, I don't complain when I have to drink medicines that is obviously bitter. In fact, I am scared of those sweet kind. Never cry for any of the injections. All in all, I am just trying to say that I am gd at 忍痛 *tolerating* LOL.
So yea, I am going for flu jab next week. The doctor was pretty funny, he said after injecting: Okie, so now U are off to Melbourne. Another 2 more weeks b4 going on a vacation. Yaya I gt reminded/mocked again to remember to remove the pair of scissors that I usually put it in my pouch for trimming eyebrows. Reason is becos I forgot to remove the other time when I went to Hong Kong so yea I gt stopped at the boarding room & gt questioned when my bag was scanned. In the end, I gt to say bye to my scissors. Dumb I know, I just forgot to take out thats all.

Okie good night, time to get some rest now and mugging later cos my night will be spend on watching TV cos there will be TVB 42th Bdae celebration on Ch 48 at 8.30pm later :) I can't wait for that but not exams on friday. SALAD la~ *means sad, invented by Yi Pei during our polydays*

Date : Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Time : 1:08 AM
Title :

Meteor Showers. Did U spot any?? I did not but nevermind I will still make a wish later. heheh
Girls are girls, although U know that it's unrealistic but U will still give it a try.

Friday will be doom day for me as it will be the start of exams. I mugged, seriously more than my poly times however, I don't think it's that productive cos my mind still seems empty. Well, I have done my best and I believe there's a reason to everything right? So yep, God pls bless me. And I shall decide other stuffs later :) Exactly 1 mth later, I will be having my driving test. As usual, the paranoid me is feeling stress now cos I know it will be hard to pass it at the 1st attempt and I wonder how is the test like? Seems like a tense atmosphere when I was at BBDC last time. Many stuffs to clear this week, going to cut my hair which I hope the rebonding doesn't disappear and going for flu & H1N1 jabs just in case....Regarding the cervical cancer vaccine, I gt to think it through again cos there might be side-effects & also the docs said that it's very painful and I am scared.

Baileys makes me a little high but I like the feeling of being tipsy not DRUNK yea. Whenever I drink now, I think of those games we played in batam. So i went to disturb Yi Pei & Yvonne abt Big fish & small fish. Aftermath, it became the game of guess the sketch. Cool, below are some of the crappy stuffs we did. The beautiful art pieces, heheh.


Big Fish, Small fish. See whose fish is the nicest?! N YP thought Yvonne was drawing a tadpole. HAHAH
Time for Guess the sketch by Yvonne. The answer is Toilet bowl & I gt it right =9


Yi Pei's turn which is a donald duck?! LOL, I thought it was a cake or ship la until he gave us hint. Sry for saying ur art fail ah, I know U won be angry :)

My turn which is a remote control. Okie, I forgot who gt it right but they took quite sometime to guess. Probably that's becos my drawing sucks T_T

And I was staring at my screensaver for a moment & I found this 2 comical actions in this photo. Brothers, U r caught on camera. Damn funny esp Yi Pei's action!

Date : Saturday, November 14, 2009
Time : 11:32 PM
Title :

When my head is strong but my heart is weak. I’m full of hurricanes and uncertainty. But I can find the words. You teach my heart to speak..

Once in a blue moon that I did not update for quite some time cos this week was a busy wk for me. And I actually faced difficulty to remember the happenings this week. Hahah for what I know, I did not pon any lessons this week so I am a good gal yea! Week 13, last week of lessons and who knows it might be the last time having lessons in NTU for me. Mixed feelings actually, this feeling sucks but no choice if this is the path that I should be taking right?

To summarise stuffs, I took grp pics with diff grps of friends I know. :) Though my 2 friends whom are my polymates said eh don take so she(me) won't leave us. LOL
Coming to the exciting part. That time I told Li Mei, eh that guy looks like Elvin Ng *scroll down for Elvin Ng's pic*, maybe is his bro. Then we had a gd look at him during lecture on Thu n she even took a pic but then is too far can't really see properly. Seriously, he looked like him! But maybe not so I will leave it to Li Mei to find out if I say bye to NTU, hahah.
Then went to Bishan Lib after sch ytd to help Jayne n her friends Grace & Royston with Process Instrumentation. Gosh, I think I really don know how to teach even though I gt an A for that. Hopefully, they understand it better than before :) Had a good chat with my cousin during dinner time. We went home ard 9 plus n I was dead tired that I can dream that we had some issues with our neighbour. LOL

Didn't mug much today & yep I shall clear some stuffs tmr. Went to consult Doc Hiak in the afternoon cos my face condition getting worse. Yep, he put me back on Oratane again cos Differin causes more pimples. At least 1 thing less to worry about once I am on medication :)
Okie mugging days ahead for the whole of next week, damn torturing. Just keep pushing on at my own pace! There's a reason for me saying that cos I get paranoid when I see ppl ard me stressing themselves like little bees so I got to remind myself to not stress myself too much.
And not long after that I should be able to smell freedom n happiness during holidays. Not forgetting exercising.. Driving exam coming up soon, tsk tsk scary too..

Things are never fair and I am getting sick & tired of it. Hello, may I know "Where are you"??

Date : Sunday, November 08, 2009
Time : 10:38 PM
Title :

There goes my weekends. I didn't mug a single bit, only to rush my lab report which was bad enough. Exams are approaching very very soon, 20 Nov to 2 Dec. This means this week will be the last week for official lessons? Quite scary when I think about it now :(
STRESS is sinking in and I will be an emo girl again. HAHAH mugging mugging.
Happy mugging Eileen =.=

I dread to go school tmr. Monday Blues. Last lab, sian to the max cos I heard will be very packed & confusing! Followed by CBC 111 tutorial and the stupid Maths Lab. Gosh, can't wait for Monday to be over. Or should I say can't wait for weekends to be here ;) OR MAYBE I shld say I can't wait for 2 Dec 11.30am to be here! Whoo Hoo~ *CBC drives me crazy!*
Oh yep, I am already thinking about meet ups in dec. 1 will be the DCHE Alumni on the 12 Dec, guys pls be reminded to reply Mr Kong by 14 Nov. Then maybe lets have gift exchange for Christmas gathering. Maybe we can have potlucks or we collect $ to order pizzas or buy food and cook?! Kelvin even suggested chalet, good idea but hard to organise now. I am getting excited even when I typed out all these out but well, I guess I got to wait till the end of exams before I can do all the plannings. Also not forgetting other gatherings with my friends be it Pri, sec, poly, Uni!

When the baby meets his parent. IPOD Nano *mine* meets IPOD touch *my sis*. My sis just got her present/reward for doing well in exams. Arghh, hers can play games while mine can only play the noob games. But since I am not into games cos I get sick of it easily then maybe we exchange once in a while yea? heheh

Date : Saturday, November 07, 2009
Time : 11:50 PM
Title :

I am in a happy mood despite exams approaching. But the next moment, I got alittle worried and confused. That's why I say I got serious mood swing.

I finally went back to school on friday after so many days of home-study. Organic Chem test was, hmm not as difficult as the 2nd one but not hoping for gd grades either. Then Li Mei & I went shopping at PS to relieve stress, we were like aunties roaming round Carrefour. But seriously, I feel much relax after the test though I am the most relax one of all. During dinner time, my mum told us that her ex-colleague called her to chit chat n they talked abt kids. Singapore is really small, I happened to know her daughter n my mum was surpised when I said eh like my friend, U go call ur friend n asked wats her daughter's name. She's Shermin, Hainita's friend. "Never paint ur nails at night", thats what my mum always tell me but I insisted and I totally regret it last night. Fingerprints all over my nails when I woke up this morning. Arghh Shit!

Joyride with family to various places last night and silly conversations going on. Enjoyed it lots! Eg. When we drove by Hilton Hotel, mummy said the reason why the groom fell to his death after his wedding reception is becos: Ppl wanna snatched his ang baos! LOL, then the 3 of us burst out into laughter then my mum said Da jie* which is me* even worse, she said cos he found out that the wife is a transexual..Well dear policeforce, faster solved this case cos I m dying to know the answer :) Another funny topic by my mum was: eh next time ur wedding at Fullerton remember to book a room for me. Then my dad said U nt scared ppl snatched ur ang baos then U jump down meh?! Then my mum said: Ai ya Fullerton not that high-rised what, jump down also won't die. Btw don ask me why Fullerton, cos it was a joke I made when I was young and they remember it forever :( Followed by Tau Huay as supper, I know that it's fattening!

Slacked the whole day until 7pm to meet my friends at Bishan as Edna drove us to Darryl's hse. Happy 21st Birthday to Darryl n his twin bro! We had fun camwhoring but the weather was so humid that all of us were sticky after that. Okie, enjoy the pics :) Gosh, I am so dead for lab report 9 which is due on Mon cos it has lots of qns on Organic Chem, my enemy!


His lab mates. Or the nucleophiles or electrons thingy they mentioned..I still have no idea why we are the nucleophiles?! Then that means Darryl's the substrate?

Jialin, ME, Edna

Date : Wednesday, November 04, 2009
Time : 11:56 PM
Title :

I don't wanna be a NERD !!!

No matter how hard I mug, nothing seems to be able to get inside my head and this feeling sucks. Have been staying at home since Tue to mug *not all the time pls*. As Physics Lecture is cancelled tmr due to e learning and that means only 1hour of Organic Chem. Hahah therefore, sry Mr Chiba for ponning ur lesson as my journey takes 3 hours to attend an 1 h lecture. *guilty feeling lingering*

Organic Chem test = I am so dead. Bad bad feeling, I foresee I will flunk it once more. But wait, it has always been bad feelings for ALL tests in NTU. So yep, that's it! Good Night, shall continue mugging. Pathetic. And I hate reading textbooks, they send me to lala land. But no choice, shall make full use before I sell it off right? hahah

My super thick books & piles of notes. And there are another 3 more thick books waiting for me to open ceremony when I begin my mugging for exams :( I hate this part right here!

How I wish I can rewind back time to become mini- Eileen :P
At least just eat, sleep & cry. Don't have to worry about what's life..

Date : Monday, November 02, 2009
Time : 11:28 PM
Title :

You know what you want but how long can you wait. Every moment last forever if you feel you’ve lost your way.

Lethargic cos so many test & exams waiting for me. Seriously, I can say that Chemistry is definitely not in my genes. Having a hard time to "memorise" those freaking scary reactions. Process Control in poly was termed as the killer module but I also never faced that much problems in studying it compared to now. Witnessed an accident in NTU on my way to school, traffic jam & I am almost late for lab becos of that. We camwhored after lab today with many ppl looking at us, they were just too shy to join in la. Future Chemists excluding me I guess. hahah lets take more on Sat-Darryl's Bdae and our last lab for the sem on Mon, in the synthesis lab showcasing our fumehood workplace :) Crashed early CBC 111 Tutorial & got home 1 hour earlier. But I felt sick after I gt home and fell asleep while studying cos my head was spinning at one point of time. Finally gt to try Twist & Dunk for dinner but chay nth great afterall...

Yay, something to make me happy for a tiny winy bit. No school tmr! Though I gt lesson for driving- parking! N Mr Sumod declared that CBC 111 lesson this wk will be e learning so no need to go back on Friday for extra lesson though still gt Organic Chem test in the afternoon :( Another 1 month to go b4 our last paper ends! Can't wait for that day to come.

Received a sms from my friend just now informing us that another friend's dad passed on. Not really gd at words but just wanna tell U to Take Care and be Strong cos I am sure ur dad will always be by ur side as ur guardian angel.

My new/ Labs/ Tutorials friends :) Nice knowing U guys!