Date : Thursday, June 29, 2006
Time : 10:44 PM
Title : u r an idiot!

things didn go that smooth today, couldn present our presentation becos of 1 person's decision. just sense something was nt that rite the previous night. my left eyelid was jumping. there is really came true. felt lousy the whole day, couldn say something here cos it might be a little inconvenient.
saw someone acting like a idiot today, hey come on, so old ald still act like this?even a pri sch kid wouldn act that way. see le wan give that person 2 tight slap to wake him/her up.

but nvm, is going to be holidays, i mean sat n sun. n i m going to sch tmr at 1pm, haha cos no practical but haizz. have to rush reports. life is just so tough. but no matter wat, i will endure cos i shld have my dad's genes-determination!!!

another wk is gone, gd gd faster go away, so it will be 3 years in time to come!!!
b4 i go, i wan to say shit shit shit, bloody shit!!!

Date : Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Time : 8:57 PM
Title : it's worse today

haizz... have to say bb to "The Academy", last night ald. think it is a very gd show, it really brings u into the show, maybe for me bah.teaches u some philosopy in life.
why i say today is worse, cause i practically cried from the start of the show to the end, and it is about 45 mins. see how bad it is, my eyes really swollen-red n puffy.nose blocked until can't breathe, used so many tissue papers till the small dustbin full.My tears were like dripping down non-stop. didn have that b4 when seeing a show, even if i cried, there will be like breaks.
in this show, even enemies becomes friends, and also it teaches us not be afraid of challenges, but to face it bravely and of course miracles do happens. And also my motto is life "IF THERE IS A WILL, THERE'S A WAY" was also portrayed in the show.
<3 that show lots, who have the disc , i wan see over again, cos only manage to tape the last 5 episodes n also missed the first few.

haha, tmr is thu n soon it will be TGIF, h00ray!!!

today, dad also told me something, he asked me to study hard. at first i was pondering why he said that, i have always been doing that wat. then he says gt an indian man washing car at his office's carpark walked up to him and asked him for help.oh, the indian's man daughter was jobless even though she has a degree in electronics engineering, she was 25. his dad even showed my dad photocopies of the certs. my dad was feeling quite sad for this guy n told him ok, will help him looked ard.
In reality, even with a degree, it's still hard to find a job. the truth is harsh but we can't deny it, we can only takes thing a step at a time n do our best. like BSS's motto: FROM EACH HIS BEST. this is also another philosopy in my life.
yeah, clear CPPB test today, don know how i fare, just hope can attain gd grades then i will be happy ald.
OH GOSH, how met another "cannon no. 2" in my sch again, sian, this kind of peo shit to the core man.for now, haha think original cannon is much better than her lo! =X

Date : Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Time : 8:56 PM
Title : wat a sad ending

WHY "the academy" has a so sad ending, Li Sir shouldn die , he has just reunite with his son and yet he has to die. It's so unfair!!!
that part makes me cry non-stop, till my eyes also swollen le. haizz..imagine ur instructor who is a very strict but gd one die b4 u graduate, it's so sad.
but overall this show is nice 4 stars out of 5.

no mood to do anything ald, tmr gt CPPB test, roughly study ald, hope i can do well.
keep thinking abt the show+hearing to Robbie Williams-To be a better man. nice song with great meaning in its lyrics.
saw my ex-pri sch classmate-Pei Shi . think i really cock-eyes, didn see her even she past by me. then she was shouting EILEEN, i still didn respond thinking that maybe she was calling her friend until she shouted EILEEN NG,then i turn back wondering who is the hell who call my surname, oh then i realised haha old friend.didn quite chat cos i couldn find my class.

another case, i really can't take it ald, why that stupid person in maple-duanyuqia0 keep bully my cousins n sis. don who wish to teach this fellow a lesson, go ahead, take revenge k!she is ******* idiot. go KS or whack her till flat if u wan. this acc is in aquaila.if can inform me if u r going, although my lvl is very low but i still wish to do my part =) I HATE this kind of PEo!!!

Date : Monday, June 26, 2006
Time : 9:27 PM
Title : 26-6-06

first day of term 2, was sian in the morning, told mum don feel like going to sch then she says no, must go cannot sian. Sch was nt as bad as i think, n haha tmr is tue. but is like everyday we r repeating wat we have done in sch,no life. haizz. test is coming on wed, hope i do well. Excel's results was released today, i gt 76/100 is a B+,hmm, nt bad for my standard cos i catch no balls during lesson time. God i <3 U man, although was kind of rude to say that, but i really do cos i can feel that u r guarding me.
I gt the feeling again, that seems like i m going to sch to fight a war, maybe becos of that bloody case that makes me wans to protect myself. like wat i had in the first few months of sec 3.
i can just conclude that poly cannot be compared to BSS, life is shit there, don think jc is any better rite. mum told me that have the thinking that u r nt attending sch in poly, u r just attending course. yeah, it makes me feels better.

Pic we taken on 23/6/06

Date : Sunday, June 25, 2006
Time : 10:07 PM
Title : dUmb ScH

Dumb sch is going to reopen tmr, n i don like it. very reluctant to go sch. tests, proj all piling up, can't they be more kind n let us have a wk more break?2 wks of break, don think is enough.yr end holidays r worst, 3 wks- can go where for holiday, somemore is in the midst of dec, so near christmas, stupid planning, why don they scheduled it the same as sec's sch holiday, although don have so man breaks in btw, but i prefer big blocks of holiday.
whenever i think abt sch is reopening n the life there,my head aches. i really wan go back to BSS.today is sun, n i m like counting down to fri ald, n i believe all of us does that. i pray that during sch days, let time flies n when it is holiday, prolong the time, if can, stop it from moving.
i m going to miss so many things-tv,msn,maple,here,world cup,newspaper,friendster n my friends n family.

Date : Saturday, June 24, 2006
Time : 11:19 PM
Title : w00HOO

oMg, i m old, i found a few strands of white hair today. =(
today went PP to eat brunch. the fish ball noodles suxs man,tasteless n there is a mad woman there, quite scary!so fast all the way to 6 + to take dinner.
went grandma's house to be santa today.wahaha, her mood was kind of gd.
very boring day today, no life except for playing maple + studying, don know is sad or glad to say i m lvl42.
so happi for that gal-secret, she finally waited until the day she wanted to be with my cousin. Congrats!!!hope this time they really last k! =) see i told u the other time that my sixth sense tells me she still likes U wat.
admire her, even though she likes him, she has to endure that period where u was with another gal, it's so torturing loh.so treasure her k =P

yeah, on tue nite, damn scary dreamy abt a madman swaying his knife at us, the NG family peo, saw my family, cousins there. it is quite rojak but can remember the scary part.he was chasing after me on a jogging track was so scared then he disappeared. after that all of us were holding penknifes, screwdrivers n knifes as protection.... haizzz, very scary de, was like i scared till hightide then faster woke up.
I just wan to dream a nice one tonite, hope no nitemares for me again! +D
wat happened to U, u seems a little troubled tonite?

Date : Friday, June 23, 2006
Time : 10:40 PM
Title : enjoyable day!

W00hoo, today was a very very enjoyable day, sounds like writing compo ah?
woke up, play maple. today maple is giving 2X exp, so is wasted if u don play. train all the way till time to go airport cos mum is bacK!gt into a quarrel in maple again. that person simply was so stubborn until strangers also help me KS her, gt john n sis to help me too. after ksing her for abt 30 mins, she finally left.
pick mum n the rest. 3rd aunt n uncle were jokingly saying : WAH come pick us wahahaha, they like to wahahaha a lot"
sent uncle 2 hm, he says my mum's luggage inside many many things was damn heavy still must help her take.actually all of them bought many things la.
went hm unpacked the things. w0w, really many things, most were mine n sis. wish i could follow along too, i wan get out of HERE to de-stress.i m scared i couldn take the life here ald. became models, try on the clothings , bags.... wat surprised me the most is mum bought me perfumes, those small diff bottles kind. damn happy cos like to collect the bottles n guess i m addicted to the fragrance. told many funny happenings,then went to eat for dinner cos it was her birthday.
tell u all 1 funny joke: mum n aunt shared 1 rm, then my aunt was switching on the tv when mum was in the toilet. aunt ask my mum how to operate the controller so she direct her. but somehow, aunt anyhow tune it then in the end the channel was showing those pay per view show somemore is those dirty show. then she shouted my mum for help, help help how to tune back then on the other hand she was laughing like hell cos she thinks le damn funny.so laughter + help help was mixed together.
finished watching the academy b4 cutting cake. was like a tired day lo, maybe i play too much maple ald.

Date : Thursday, June 22, 2006
Time : 10:40 PM
Title : saw my name on zh's blog

haha, saw zh tagged my blog n ask me go read hers, read ald, n i have been asked to complete a quiz? okie, i will do so =)

1. Do the following without complains.
2. Choose 5 peo to do this after U have completed.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I HAVE BEEN TAGGED" then do this

I HAVE BEEN TAGGED BY: Zhen Hui

Favorites
Colour:Blue, white, black n light pink
Food:Popiah, fried kway teow...
Songs:many many but if gt to name, maybe Bad Day n Jolin's song
Movies:Also many, name 1-Sound of Music
Sports:ai yah, of course is badminton, swimming also okie
Day of the week:fri n sat!
Season:Winter + Spring
ice-cream: chocolate

Current
Mood:Numb , sleepy
Taste:tasteless
Clothes:pyjamas
Desktop:Computer
Toenail:Medium length n coloured
Time:11.04pm
Surroundings:Music-duchangqingge by tank n selina, keyboard sound by me n my sis
Annoyances:Sch Reopening

Firsts
Best friends:Tiffany, Jocelyn, Jun sheng(pri sch), sec sch-4e2rians
Crush:can't remember his name in K1.
Movie:forgot, think is Casper
Lie:eating ice cream in pri sch without permission, gt caught by mum's friend
Music:shld be twinkle twinkle little star

Lasts
Cigarette:i hate smokers k!
Drink:Milo
Car ride:to the airport on last fri. i <3 joy rides man!
Crush:hmm,Mr Jay Chou
Movie:Just My Luck, caught it today
Phone call:when my mum called on tue
CD played:Jolin's WU NIANG

Have U ever dated your best friend?
NOpe
Have U ever broken the law?
Never Ever
Have U ever been arrested?
NoPE
Have U ever skinny-dipped?
nOpe
Have U ever been on TV?
NopE
Have U ever kissed someone u don't know?
Of course NOT
5 things U r wearing?
ring,earings,bracelet,pyjamas n necklace
4 things U have done today?
manicure,movie,bought cake n chat with old friends
3 things U can hear right now?
my music, key board sound n maple's monsters shouting for help, from my sis laptop, LOL!
1 thing U do when U r bored?
Dream
5 peo to tag???
4e2's blog any1 there,joy,eunice-sis,jayne n ling li

Date :
Time : 10:17 PM
Title : busy day =)

W00hOO, another few hours mum will be back n thats hers Birthday!
went out with ps,cw,ll n tra. i met ps in the morning to go for manicure, haha btw, thanks for the gift=ps,zh,cw,pw,sj,zk.yeah did manicure, the duration was damn long near to an hour, blow my fingers for abt 10 mins n nt dried yet, no choice but to leave first. the lady there damn funny, jokingly say wan boxed me lol, cos i ask her abt SP admin card got %, then she checked n say nt sure then i say or else nvm la, i gt vouncher then she ai yo, i wan boxed u leh.
rush to meet the rest at PS to watch JUST MY LUCK. nt bad , quite funny but also too exaggerating le, where gt peo unlucky till like that de.but due to my stupid fingers, was late n missed the 1.55 slot so have to wait till 4.20.
settled lunch at long john, i m the last again, haizzz...maybe due to my handicapped fingers. need them to help me zip bag, take wallet , keep $....... very sorry=(
after the show, we walked n don know where to sit, finally again go MAC.bought ice cream but no appetite to eat, i think i only finished 1/3 or less.
went to swensons to buy cake for mum, cw warned me to take properly or else whole cake would be destroyed by me. yeah the % quite high.
crap alot really alot, even say when zh n sj married, we must go their wedding n also now must start saving up for ang bao le, LOL. (zh n sj don get angry k)
haha, think i have no more things to write le, i think wat i have missed out then maybe later write again! =D any diff to my fingers???

Date :
Time : 12:04 AM
Title : thanks!!!

haha, when then i can control my emotions. i really need that or else it would affect my mood n work.
yeah, thanks again jh, sorry to trouble u nowadays. U r really a gd friend of mine, a friend that can tolerate my nonsense like crying. i cry a lot nowadays, n i don know why, perhaps it helps me to de-stress.thanks sy , for concerning, i m be alrite soon.
but i just know that crying only helps temporarily, after that the feeling will come back, so i tried drinking-D.O.M , took every nite to strengthen my health but tonite i took a larger dose. felt really uncomfortable after that, the drunk feeling came, face was all red even my body was red n hot.mind was half clear, nv going to try that again.
cry cry cry, jh was like don cry, why cry. i don wan it too, but i m too emotional.i even cried in public b4.
guess we have clarify things out, u need nt bother abt my prob cos i know u r stress enough. i will solve it myself, i m a grown up nw, so is normal to go through this stage. i will let it be part of my life.
Mum, I need u back, i need ur hug. but maybe by the time u r back, i hope i m ald fine.
if u r my friend, don ask me wat had happened, i m tired....thanks! =)
think 宇恒-依然是朋友 best describe what i m feeling nw bah.
for me, i can't usually understand chinese song lyrics, but i don know why, i just fell in <3 with this 1 when i heard it.
will my day be better tmr? i hope so!

Date : Wednesday, June 21, 2006
Time : 9:01 PM
Title : =(

i knew u have been reading it. or else u wouldn know wat i blog.
in the first, i didn say u r cruel or bad, in fact u r just too gd for me, n it's my fault in the first place.
U ask me to be happy, but i think i can't promise u that n wat u wrote today didn make me happy at all, instead u make me cry again, maybe i m a crybaby.
actually somethings doesn mean that u say forget means u can do it? esp ask me to forget a friend that i have known for many years? i doubt i m able to do it, u jolly well know that friendship to me is not a small matter, i treasure friendship a lot! n i didn expect u will ask me to forget a friend.
i didn blame u for nt contacting but rather can't understand why? don say wei nan, that's a very vade answer.
i know u will be very happy n fine in ur class but so sorry to tell u that i can't promise wat u have just mentioned above. sorry to use this method to communicate with U, cos u r offline .
also i wan to apologise wat i have said that day-misunderstood u.
i just hope that u can find the person in ur life.

Date :
Time : 12:52 AM
Title : tue green!

People get Mon Blues, but i think i got Tue green! i wasn't in the best of mood, i don't don why, maybe something's going to happen. woke up damn late actually abt 10.30 but just don feel like getting off bed until 11,30am. i was kind of thinking abt somethings.why wasn't i dreaming these months? i wan to go back to the months of feb march when i was dreaming almost everyday.
Maybe GEMINI likes dreaming , when u see me in a blur blur state, ok, i m dreaming. my body is rite here, but my mind seems to drift away.
argghhhh, the feeling of vexed came back again, wasn't thinking abt it the last few days but somehow came back today.
i just can't understand why things don go the way i wish, perhaps it all voice down to fate?w0w, then thats cruel man.i thought as days past, the feeling will fade off but it did fade a little but nt completely. i will do wat i promise U, n that is to forget abt the whole matter.cos i know u will always be by my side guiding my life rite (Mum).
for that person that i hurt, i just wan to say a sorry n thank u if u r reading this .i didn say u r bad in fact u r really gd , it is just maybe we r nt meant for each other. haha trust me u can find a better one than me, i know u will be angry when i say that but i just don wan u to waste ur time.
it is rite that u don wan any contact but can't we remain as friends???have this thought of writing these down after hearing to S.H.E- bu zhuo ni de pen you
the lyrics is meaningful. enough of those sad blogging....
didn know CH1 gt free preview of soccer, so caught 10pm match-GER vs ECU . GER won by 3 goals.but i still prefer GTC, just joking.
was in msn + mapling. i didn progress much in maple still couldn lvl up, wats the prob, think is my motivation bah, i don have motivation anymore.
wahaha, tmr must crack my heads to think of a perfect BD bash for my mum on fri when she returns. heard she is sick, wish i can fly there nw, haizz. another 2 days more.
also i don wanna go back sch, i m tired, home sick again.

Date : Monday, June 19, 2006
Time : 10:00 PM
Title : k-boxing today!!!

YEP, today was an enjoyable n shiok day. sang with JETS in K box-hougang from 1.30 to 7~!
envy nt, shiok leh, sang abt maybe gt 100 songs le, repeated wu niang for 5 times, gt very high when the "xuan zuan" came in. finally waited for this day for ABT 6 months, too bad sh n jh can't join us. i sang out all the stress i was facing the last few wks , felt little better nw. so singing can de-stress ah?funny thing was, all felt like peeing every few mins, don know wat happened, so every few mins, 1 of us will leave n go toilet.i wan complain, can't they add in han yu pin yin, i can't read some of the words, n i must like uh uhuh.......also we smuggle jolly shandy woh,clever nt, taste real gd with singing, makes u a little high too.haha, they bully me too, when we were singing they complained nv hear me sing, but i have lo, is the mic's fault., then like we sing until half way, suddenly i will be left alone singing, cos they wan hear me sing.... is it okie??? gt out of tune nt! throat sore after that lo, was like OMG, how singers survive man!
what the hell m i doing??? high till stand on the sofa with tra singing Jolin's WU NIANG!!!but was SO COOl n fuN!!!

haha, me n js singing
is not 1, 2 , 3 but 4!
w0w, i m the odd 1 out, standing on the sofa, like at home like this.
so sad, we r asked to leave at 7 pm! the bill was ard $60, quite reasonable la, sang for 6 hrs leh, n also we smuggle cans of jolly shandy in, maybe after drinking that, tra n i maybe too high until we sing n sing wu niang. I WAN TO GO AGAIN!!!

Date : Sunday, June 18, 2006
Time : 10:05 PM
Title : NO title

oH sHIt, what a small small world, just joined in a quarrel in maple, couldn stand the way that idiot or rather pig-duanyuqia0. she bullied my cousin,sister n kor jian(sis's friend). WTH, a teenager bullying pri sch kids??? can ask her go jump into river ald, but maybe will cos oil pollution cos she is damn fat.i can't stand the way these bullies' behaviour. when there, lucky wayne was there to try resolve the matter, but i don think we shld say sorry lo. she damn ill bred, keep scolding bad words until i can't stand. i wrote: hey, we r gals, we shld nt be using vulgar language, but she heck care me. really wanted to heck her up n feed her friends=pigs!

really really very boil, finally no choice these 2 kids have to apologise. but i like the way kor jian reacted: I M SORRY, UR FOOT LA! that was cool, that gal get even hotter.
silly of me to think that wayne like her cos i thought she is a chio bu, but then after seeing her pig, really makes peo puke, nt kidding i m serious. the face is like "hum ching peng" bad of me to say that , but i can't stand bullies. i have to admit i get aggitated very fast, lucky W was there or else i think die le. Wat faris always say: Kids nowadays r.....
worst of all, saw her pic, the friend next to her is my pri sch friend, oh Gosh, 4D also nt so accurate lo.

enough of those unhappy moments! yeah tmr go k-boxing with gang but without sh =(

Date :
Time : 1:00 PM
Title : more pics...

see wat this little boi can pose, with the 2 light sticks
also don be tricked my his cute cute smile, he is very very naughty
~~~=my nephew=~~ i m his auntie

this stupid plant, poke my butt when i was taking pic

becareful jayne, it might poke ur butt too!

my cousin, auntie 4 n my ah ma

~they r camera shy~
we r damn childish, we bullied the owner of this thing- a little gal

we were like siao, so amazed my this flower, but don u think it is damn beautiful, imagine it is given to u by someone, w0w, i think i will die straight away! just kidding!!!

Date : Saturday, June 17, 2006
Time : 11:16 PM
Title : stupid blogger

haizz. it's so boring to be in msn these days, i have 1 friend less to chat due to that case n my gang is nt online except for T.

WORST of all, blogger is so lag after 11 pm, i can't even load pics, i think i better go play photohunt, thought it was a childish game at first, but was wrong after that, got hook on to it nw.

i think right nw,i only have cantonese in mind, fell in <3 with HK drama, haha its the HK wave!!!
the show "The Academy" was cool, the guys in there were simply handsome. like Sammul n Ron, also the sir, was also nt bad la Micheal-quite old ald, but sh says handsome.
Got hooked into the show, worst still, i really wan to master cantonese, but i can't even speak my dialect n mother tongue properly. all like rojak.....
GO CATCH THAT SHOW IF U CAN, is nw showing on ch 55,8 pm-mon to fri.

i just realised affairs of heart was simply torturing for both parties.
When u break up, u hurt the other party n u urself will also feel guilty.
When u r together, u will have to crack ur heads to make the opposite party happy, spent lots of time together n freedom will be lesser
When u quarrel, both parties will be hurt, 1 party will cry, the other will lost his/her pride to mend the holes.
When it is a crush, u will feel terrible esp when that person don know how u feel n best thing is, have a gf/bf, somemore, is quite diff to forget abt it.

All these r just peanut compared to losing a friendship.
haha, wat i m writing is just rubbish, i m just bored n decided to blog these nonsense here.

Date :
Time : 10:33 PM
Title : my day spent with a blink of eye

today i woke up with something which was still in my mind after last night shocking experience. i couldn't deny that i was very boil n wanted to curse n swear. have u experienced when someone blame u wrongly, i couldn't be that gd rite i think.

after the proj thingy , rush to my nephew's house to celebrate 老爷's brirthday-that little boy. went swimming first, i have to admit i m old, swim a while only panting ald. woo hoo, swimming reminds me of mark chay. haha

Party starts, gt 2 person's birthday today, 1 william 2 jun hui, 1 my cousin, the other 1 my nephew. took many many pics until battery went flat. my daddy fetch us n grandma + cousin back. haha , didn know my dad couldn't speak teochew, his was 1 piece 1 piece . damn funny, all of us giggled n OMG, my legs were breaking as my sis was sitting on my lap.

W0W, finally back at home, dead tired also didn feel well suddenly, eyes swollen , the nausea feeling came back again, i was damn 辛苦. all of a sudden, i really miss U=Mummy n no 1 else. after medication, i was again back, feeling so much better!!! =)

Date :
Time : 10:14 PM
Title : yeah celebration!!!

yeah, all ladies in the photo! cheese!!!

THE COUSIN GENERATION!!!

WE R SWIMMING =P

b4 Swimming, getting into shape

Finally, the day end with birthday boy blowin

his cake with his bro!

Date : Friday, June 16, 2006
Time : 12:21 PM
Title : BaD day??? nopE i doN THink so!

it was nt a bad day after all, my was leaving, how??? i m like a sticky tape to her, i wan to go too, pack me in ur luggage or smth pls. she says not this time, cos this trip is nt abt shopping or sight-seeing, is abt funeral, oh okie then.

woke up, still blur blur, she was nt angry with me. i wrote down my shopping lists for her n she says no promise, no mood to shop this time. haha, U Say only, when u r there, is like buy eat buy eat, no rest.
Gd luck to mum, she will share the same rm as aunt 3. my 3rd aunt is very timid, sometimes she needs me accompany her to the toilet, she says she is scared. so, u will expect her to say hey accompany me to the toilet, I M SCARED!!!

u go shopping n i will take care of home this few days k! NO WorrIES...WHEN u r back, give u a surprise for ur birthday!!!

why why why, i m feeling giddy, fainting spells??? i don know, perhaps didn have enough sleep ytd due to the stupid lizard! =P CHatting with siew hian nw, she abandoned me, thats why i m here blogging! so Sad =(

Date :
Time : 12:02 AM
Title : that bloody lizard

that bloody lizard cause my fri to be a bad bad day. WHy???
it happens around 11.50 pm thu

1. woke my maid up for killing the lizard
2. step on my sis leg while rushing for the pesticide
3. had to shift room
4. argued with mum cos i was shutting down the com in my rm when she says still don wan come out is it? wan smell until die in the rm. my reply was shutting down can nt.

i know i was rude for saying that, n i wan to apologise,sorry. all voice down to that stupid lizard's fault, wish my maid had beaten it until it was flat....

thu is maybe insect's day, just nw , houseflies nw lizard,later in my dreams??? butterflies???

Date : Thursday, June 15, 2006
Time : 11:02 PM
Title : MixED fEElings???

So FunnY, ytd was my BD, but i didn feel excited at all, but when i woke up this morning, something strikes my mind.
OH DEAR, SHIT,i m 17, i m so old. i can't remember how i celebrated my 12-14 birthday n there nw i m 17!!! how??? i don like this number, i prefer 16. must follow tra sing "我不想我不想长大“.
wow, didn know until recent yrs that my birthday falls on the same day as my parents wedding aniversary! SO COOL, they didn plan it on purpose, i just pop out on that day thats all.

thanks wayne, maybe wat u say is rite, look forward to the future, n forget abt it!!!
Mum also say that i m silly, silly reminds me of ms tan meng guat,she called me a silly gal when i met her in PP market, cos i didn go for 1st 3 months.

Mum is leaving tmr for HK, felt sad she will be away for a wk, next wk she can't bring us out n soon poly will start again, sian!!! BUt nvm, hope she can buy the thing that i wan.HAHAHA


went out to eat dinner with uncle to celebrate 2 big occasions ytd, POST celebration. FOOD Was nt that bad, except that the sickening houseflies kept flying around us, maybe he/she is hungry???BUT shit , it landed on my tofu, didn bother so much cos is the last piece n very unresistable, i ate it. HEY, if i die tmr, it is the houseflies' fault, go tell the police if they ask n collect my insurance!!!ChOy......

talked abt chalet thingy with pui sauw, sounds real fun, but i got phobia of planning after the case. Just felt that our class is nt that bonded after all, even the soccer thing, it has been postponed n postponed! haizzz..

Date :
Time : 2:33 PM
Title : pics here::::

Pictures taken at the party!!! i will upload more when howard sent his pics to me!

Date : Wednesday, June 14, 2006
Time : 11:04 PM
Title : Happy Birthday!!!

Oh DeaR, I have to say bye to 16 & hello to 17. haizzz..... i m old ald.
thanks anyway for those who turn up at the party cum gathering or those who wish me!!! i appreciate it a lot!
i couldn deny i was angry with some peo-not the gals definitely =) but rather some people who say yes yes will come but in the end they didn even inform u that they r nt coming. but thanks anyway, at least i know who r those who have the class spirit n those who r very "off".
i need to thank these people here(people who came n remember) -> siew hian, jin hui, wijitra, shu ying, pui sauw, phuay wah,ling li,cheai wen,shu ping,sulasteri,zhen hui,shao jie,zi kai,travis,jun sheng,sze chai,howard,edmund,horace,candice,ahbishek,song lei, n nt forgetting my family,wati,wilma ,jayne,en en n wayne!!
I also need to mention someone here, thanks for that gift, it is really special, although u didn wish me at all cos u don wan to have any contact with me rite!

PARTY, WAS great, we enjoy a LOT rite!!! see the pics n u will know wat i mean!!!
yeah party was kind of bored but i m happy with the outcome is nt as bad as i thought, felt pissed off with somepeo, uh huh, won say who r they here!!!
BREAK PARTY at around 5+, went out with ps,sh,jh,cw, ll,tra to suntec n marina square, walk walk chat chat. roaming aimlessly for something to eat. guess we walk abt 3 times round n round.finally ate at swenson,walk a while then with a aching stomach, think is gastric pain bah!

anyway, was a fun FUN & shiok SHIOK day, enjoy it a lot, thanks 4e2, 1B 23,friends,cousins n MY FAMILY!!! upload some photos later k!!!

Date : Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Time : 3:56 PM
Title : i can't describe my feelings nw

tmr is the party, but i don feel excited at all. i don know wats the reason, perhaps some do knew abt the ans. i heard from someone that the guys r nt coming, i don know if it is true, if it is then i m lost for words, i have no right to force them but is some sort like, uh huh i don know know how to say. wat i can say is no more CLASS gatherings organised from me, i m tired. imagine u organise n no one appreciate it n worst saying yah they will come but in the end.....(understand how alvin must have felt). HAhA, SO LETs SEE IT FOR OURSELVES TMR!=the outcome
someone makes my day bad today;hearing to daniel powter 'bad day'.
i regret talking to him, maybe is nt his/her fault but my fault from the start. my friend was rite, call her/him a gd friend of mine??? i don know, a gd friend won act like these, no matter wat had happened, he /she won leave u behind.

ai yo, i think i must be having mood swing ever since that day rite?anyway let this be a part of my memories, won bother abt it so much, i hope so.....

Date : Monday, June 12, 2006
Time : 11:45 PM
Title : small small world

today did many many things, but the day still passed real fAST, i really don wan the holidays to be over.
Thought abt many things as usual, i think it has cause an irreversible effect on us. I M REALLY TIRED!
went out in the morning to "su ku" to my ah gong, i gt many things to say to him =(
after that i went to meet sh at SUNTEC, but the world was so small that i met ling li n esther there too. went to adidas, nike, royal sporting houseto check out the lastest goods, hands were itchy but no $$$, so can only drool.......
so small world indeed, met jh js sy n tra there too. YEAH IT WAS TRAVIS'S BIRTHDAY!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U! x4 =D
we went arcade to play pic hunt, which brings back some memories i had. soon the noise diverts my attention
some went back first n jh tra n i were left loittering there, went MAC n chit chat/eat, guess they couldn't stand me talking abt soccer.

thats how i spent my day>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Date : Sunday, June 11, 2006
Time : 12:10 AM
Title : most diff lesson

Time flies, but i m still the same old me except for some mini little things.
But, i realised that the most difficult lesson for me is actually nt the stuffs we learn in sch but rather knowing about urself.
Although i can't conclude all peo r having the same thinking as me but i have problems on that.
~wat i wan~wat i like~wat i wan to be~
Try asking urself these questions, do u know the ans???
for me i really don know
i always ask myself why must i always make decision in life, i don want n i don like!
Perhaps i m used to the life in BSS where Mr Oh always says we r seedlings he plants n BSS is the greenhouse. WE R WELL TAKEN CARE OF!!! =)

Date : Friday, June 09, 2006
Time : 11:50 AM
Title : Time flies~~~

Y0yOy0, today is ald fri and that means we can go out n enjoy ourselves next wk ald! =P
Time really flies, i remember it was only tue when jh n i weny NYP to find our buddies and next moment is like oh gosh is fri. Usually, i wan time to fly, but i wan it to stop during the holidays.

IF CAN, i wish i can turn back the time to my sec 4 golden moments=without any worries and just play,crap with friends. Nw, it seems as if i m an adult encountering stress. Many of us just have diff sets of problems for us to solve and must we really go thru it??? why can't we live the life we led during sec3 n 4???

i jUST wonder how many of us are really happie in this phase of our life-maybe it is just me who can't put aside my memories and just continue walking n walking

and yah, i m forever so blur, i gt mixed up wati's birthday, i thought is today n is actually ytd, w0w, i m really super blur, i woke up telling her"HAPPY BIRTHDAY WATI", then she says oh, mine was ytd. OH DEAR DEAR DEAR, tats why my friends call me TUK^2 GAL,haizz....

yup, this pics below r taken on the day we went NYP, although nt with all the 4e2rians there,but managed to eat.chat.walk with sh n sy!

Date : Thursday, June 08, 2006
Time : 11:29 PM
Title :

yeah hello! can see???