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Game of STRESS instead of Game of LOVE for me NOW, it's a very nice song by Michelle Branch anyway, so don think so much..FYP presentation tmr, YES U r right, it's on a SAT :( After 9 mths of hardwork, tmr will be the day when we will be FREE from the horrible FYP. Hope everything goes smoothly and God, pls bless me! Thank You. Good Luck to all coursemates n of course classmates!

The stress we have to endure is no fun man, from brainstorming to experiments to optimisation to reports and to the final presentation now, on top of that we still need to cope with the normal sch work okie. Call us Supermen & Wonderwomen pls :)

Of course, there were times when there were some arguements or even unhappiness but it's finally going to end. Mr Ting says tmr will be a day when we "end" poly n the diploma is ald in our hands cos exams would nt affect the GPA much ald. Yea right, I beg to differ loh, I think life after FYP will also be Stress cos of assignments, exams n the emotional stress cos polylife is going to end very very Soon T_T

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2nd day of CNY today, felt more relaxed today. And I slept super late last night cos was chatting until being called external disturbance by somebody n woke up super early. My mum they all were super "good", only wake me up at 9 when my dad says we will leave hse at 9.30! Is like mission impossible to bathe, eat, makeup + dilly dally in half an hour time. But I still did it :)

Went to office to "Kai Gong" means start business on a lucky day. Then, we waited for Chua- my cousin also, Grace and Karin's families to arrive. My nephew Elroy was super hyper but we don understand wat he's talking. Perhaps like wat his mum says, he's living in his own world with his baby language. Then, off we go to Seafood Paradise @ The Flyer for our annual CNY lunch. I love Lou Hei, damn nice. It would be nicer if they put salmon :( After that went Bukit Batok for visiting b4 going home to rush reports. See so poorthing, CNY still must think abt reports n FYP!!! OMG, i m so stressed over that. Noob told me to remember that phrase so won feel so stress during presentation. Okie Thanks alot, I will try. :)

School tmr, okie Eileen cannot feel sian u know cos is the last few wks ald T_T Yaya, I m crazy cos my brain don wanna go sch tmr but my heart wans.

chatting ard

My dad with Elroy

Elroy n US

Our table

when did i become an orange? I gt tagged by my friend in Facebook..But thanks Farhana, Happy CNY to u too!

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HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ! Gong Xi Fa Cai, Hong Bao Na Lai :) Recieved lots of CNY greetings this year, Thanks Peeps, same to U all too! Jonathan's message is the most funny one: Don wear red leh, later looks like RED BULL! Anyway i wore Blue. Gerry owe me 1 angbao loh, remember ah. HAHA

1st day is gone so fast, damn busy but happy. U get to see relatives that U haven seen for a long time and Uncle Wilson even came down from Canada. It's like a mass family gathering. Travelled ard Singapore today from home to Geylang Bahru then to Bishan then Yishun then back home b4 Punggol. So, u can imagine how tired I am.

Slept quite late last night n woke up damn early today. Got my 1st Ang Bao from Dad, Thanks Daddy, got increment somemore despite Recession. HAHA. Then off to Paternal grandparents hse. Then uncle Wilson got scolded by my ah ma when he teased me abt BF.

Uncle: So, got BF not, don bluff la

Ah ma: Don't keep saying BF la, let her finished her studies 1st. Why u wanna drink her cup of tea ald is it!

Then suggested to take a grp pic with grandparents cos my last pic with them was in P2? Then sis was saying like wedding pic like that then my ah ma says she don know they can live until that day nt. Haizz, there's this sour feeling in my heart when i heard that. No worries, U 2 will see it okie :) 5th auntie funny sia, when she gave me ang bao, she says whoo, my kids can get from u in few years time liao. OMG, still long way Auntie Cindy. I don think I will be the 1st anyway.

2009 Family pic

Lecturing session by my dad

We r his "GF", that's wat he says la. LOL, is my 3rd Uncle la.

They were "forced" by us to change into this set of clothes.

US with my cousin Brand.

Family pic, Opps ah ma sleeping

Da ge & San Di along with their parents. Too bad, another 4 siblings haven arrived yet.

Then next stop was my maternal side grandmother's hse. Super crowded there man, go in only, happy ny n also collect ang bao non stop. I love the atmosphere there is like Yi Jia Da Xiao all will go n visit my ah ma, have lunch, chit chat n for us is camwhore. Then once again, my 3rd aunt wish me that thing again when she gave me n she HEHEHE n run away. But nvm la, I know u guys r just concern abt me =P

My cute sweetie Pie

Auntie with Nieces n Nephews

Cousins n my mum

who will be the 1st?

part of the crowd

the big n small bags

another part

1 more part, see how big is my family !

My future Paige boy n Flower Gal, HAHA jk only. But Elroy trying to kiss Carina.

Us with my ah ma n 3rd auntie

My Ang Baos

Then we went Yishun in the afternoon to visit my Dad's godmum b4 going back to Bishan. Then met my grandma's bro family, OMG, I stepped in only then HNY non stop again, think to abt 15ppl in a row. And my sis n I were like giggling when we shook hands with mum's cousin's kids which is ard our age. And the guy, same age as me is studying in TP Masscom, don know if Effie knows him not. Then after they left, we were saying wow, the 4 of them very pretty n handsome.

Ard 9 plus, went small auntie's hse for gambling session. Can't stay there long today cos need go office followed by lunch gathering tmr. My 2nd auntie was super hyper today, keep disturbing ppl then say wanna drink XO, then my dad says Oh u wanna drink As*Ho**, then everyone burst out in laughter cos my dad likes to "ka jiao" her. Then she siao la, go catch the beetle with her hands then wanna take revenge by putting into Enen n my clothes. Run n scream like siao, cos she really dare to put de. And this is the 1st time we saw Uncle Wilson's gf, think our siao actions must have scare her n her son. LOL

Brand posing at the Kitchen door??

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Last Post for the Rat year n when the clock strikes 12, it will be MOOOO's ~~~ Year. HAHA Someone's NY. :) U know I know.

Hopefully, this new year will be a gd one for all of us, may we get wat we want! Then dragged myself to clean up my room this morning, but i think it's again messy now :( Then, read Twilight cos i need to return by wed which I don think I can finish..Slacked the whole day until 4+ as going to 5th Uncle hse for reunion dinner.

Then my cousins were playing Wii, while me, Noob in Games just watched them play. Had Steamboat n we kids got 1 table alone :) Brand shocked us by eating 3 full bowls of rice! Then so fast, I got bombarded by my aunties n uncles if gt BF not...weird sia alot of ppl kept thinking that I don dare to say cos my parents r ard. Okie, expect more qns tmr..

Watching the CNY programme while chatting now. Then it will be a super busy day tmr cos visiting n angbaos :)

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I think all the Chinese now will be having CNY mood while the other races will be having holidays mood. But sian, I haven spring clean my rm yet, don't know where to start from..And tmr is ald the eve, damn fast man, soon will be FYP presentation T_T

On Thu: Fiza, Joyce and I craved for Pizzahut on Thu, so we chiong there after PC lesson. Had Gals talk there so luckly Noob & Tikoyap didn go cos they asked us to treat them, next time okie when i strike 4D :) Then, got a call from Tikoyap to ask me to go Lib cos the guys were waiting to see the testimonials. But I went back late, so we went for Thermo lesson 1st b4 showing them, we r the noise pollutants in Lib I think. Did the class DVD thingy like crazy the last few days, so many pics to put n it's hard to write the Testimonials. However HAHA, Thanks to my few Kakkis that helped me: Fiza whom helped me to beautify the PPT, Roy n Yi Pei helped in editing n giving me new ideas. I think we did a great job :) Gerry also say so.

Then at abt 5.40pm, went with Fiza to the Stadium to see the guys taking NAPFA. Good job Machos, Gold for a few of them. And don play play. Jonathan can run damn fast la, heard he can run abt 8 mins plus but on that day his and Noob timings r quite near 10 mins + I think.

On fri: Went to sch to do PC casestudy but still can't finish. Then went for Nano tutorial. Damn pathetic, only 5 turned up from our class: Me, Eugene, Roy, Yong Hong and Wei Xian. Then went to Vivo to meet Joyce Ang for dinner n shopping. Shagged after that cos Vivo is so damn big n is so easy to get lost there!

Then went grandma's hse today cos everyone needs to help to "bathe" the Ducks n make Ngoh Hiang. I tell u, the ducks that my ah ma cooked right is damn nice but she's the supervisor now while the rest take orders from her. And Little Gal let me carry today just becos I got Food with me, so she will be like " Mam Mam, Mam Mam". And i felt guilty for tempting her with my bubbletea, u shld see her innocent looking eyes staring at U n saying "Mam Mam", but cannot la, cos my grandma will scold when she sees us giving her cold drinks.

Sinful Food that I have ate this week

Joyce & I at Pizzahut

Nasrun covering himself up in towel in the Horribly cold LT7.

SP stadium, nice n clear view

At Vivocity

Little Gal

And, I just bought the SP poly tee to add into my collections of SP stuffs :)
PS: My bedsheet very cute right, damn sweet but too pink ald.

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Really damn "SUAY" today, perhaps I listen to SWAY by PCD for too many times ald. Shitty Boy once asked me to guess wat song u can't sing to urself and the ans is SWAY. WHY?

COS: When marimba rhythms start to play

Dance with me, make me sway

Like a lazy ocean hugs the shore

Hold me close, sway me more

This is only part of the lyrics but okie that's all crap i know. But thanks Shitty Boy, life in sec4 would be so boring without u ard :) Back to why I m SUAY. I think I mass-send out 50 + MMS to those contacts in my phonebook..Weird, it will auto change from SMS to MMS when I mass send. I m like a crazy woman today, wanted to rush to JPt after asking the guys where's the nearest HELLO shop then reach Dover ald, mum says no pt going so rush back to Lib again. Hopefully, Singtel will waive off the charges n billed it to my SMS side instead. Thanks peeps for consoling me. Lucas ah, thanks for ur white lie, 20 cents/MMS...which I doubt is true.

STRESS STRESS of so many things. Head exploding ald, need a break, a real break. But it's weird, I m filled with so many stuffs but I m still at my pace, unlike the past, i will chiong to finish up. Perhaps, it's ald the last sem n i wanna take things easy n enjoy this process...So, is that stressing in a happy way??

Joyce Ang, wanna go out to chill this fri night? I can't reach U in msn.

Somehow, things r back to square one again, looks like I m always trapped btw Business and Chem Eng. Had that prob in sec 4, chose DCHE becos of my Wilfulness, thats bad don learn from me yea. Now, if i can get into a UNI, wat would I choose? My parents told me to choose wat I like, but wat i really like? I don know too, LOST is the word to use i guess.

Had to finish the class magazine/DVD by tmr. Loads of pics n we have to write a testimonial each n I m really cracking my brain hard to think wat to write for myself. Mdm Tan make me Happy today, she looked at me, then she says wah today look so young ah, cos i m wearing sport attire. Then i say haha thanks ah, but that means I m young today only lah, then she says haha, like that u everyday wear like that then i say u young loh. :( Shld I be Happy n Sad over this??

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Busy week for me, so many events going on. And my panda rings are starting to appear :( Tired, Stress and Sad cos poly ending very soon. Got our FYP presentation timing. 31 Jan, 4.30pm. Co-examiner Mr Lee FC. I guess we will be bombarded by crystallization process cos he taught us MTB!

Hmm, don remember wat I did from mon to thu ald, probably clearing PC n MTA n Pets Society =X Then went sch on Fri for only 1 pathetic Nano lesson 3-4pm. But we went early to do FYP but ended up discussing for 10 mins b4 playing Pets Society and Viwawa until 2 plus. And got suan by Jonathan.. don keep saying Gucci Bag leh, I have no $ to buy that okie, unless u wanna sponsor me :) Then went to Orchard with Jayne to shop for her CNY clothes. She bought quite many while I just bought 2 bottles of Nailpolish, damn gd gal right? HAHA
Then treated her to Astons for dinner. The Steak is damn nice n cheap :) However, we still need to wait for 15 mins at 9.15pm !

Then, went NTU open house with Fiza and Hainita on Sat. Actually, wanted to meet the guys but miscommunication plus Hainita and Fiza overslept so we ended reaching there ard 11am while the guys reached at 9am. NTU is super BIG, got lost and we practically just anyhow walk, following the footsteps of those that are holding NTU plastic bags. Looking at the map below, I realised we walked from 1 end to the other end loh GALS, HAHA, imagine how much fats we burnt off. Then met Kelvin n his gf there but didn see Noob n gang. Oh ya, I met Jennifer there too, quite awkward cos the 1st thing i talked to her after 3 yrs was Hi Jennifer, U know where to get the brochures nt? But, she's still the same, no change at all. Got the brochures n off we go for campus tour n back to MRT. Had lunch at Ichiban Sushi with Hainita at Jurong Point. Food is nice but too much for me. Then went home by the red line way cos everyday see greenline until sian. The 1st few stops still very entertaining for me, then until Woodlands, start to get lethargic n slept all the way until Toa Payoh N bus home.

Then went grandma's hse today cos I haven been going for the past few wks due to FYP. Little gal also don reco me ald n she don wan me to carry her T_T The funniest part is to see 4 adults: Mum, dad, sis n I to sing Twinkle Twinkle to this little gal just to see her smile n hands action.

Okie, Sch is starting tmr again. No sian feelings cos we will be out of SP soon, so need to treasure the remaining times left. Oh ya Yi Pei, U take gd care ah although u coming back tmr, motorbike is really dangerous. I m writing this cos he says I NO HEART, NV GO VISIT HIM..And, he still can play Pets Society and tempt us with the DUCKS.

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Monday Blues..Week 14 ald, that's damn fast man, my last few wks remaining in poly T_T feel so sad when i think of it. Seriously, I think Poly life is damn fun, of course there r times that i grumble i don like becos of this n that la but as a whole, it's great n I can say i don regret. I woke up today with puffy eyes n a brain that is half dead, i guess i m still not 100% well yet, cos my throat is giving me prob during wkends. I wanted to skip Plant Safety initially but cannot cos i promise my grp members for a rehearsal for EIC roleplay n pon means 1 day lesser enjoying poly life n seeing my friends :) At 10.40am, was the time when Joyce, Yi Pei n I felt relieved cos i have finished our roleplay! Then was at my usual rotting place to clear MTA 4 report.

O levels results out today, I have 2 cousins taking it. Well, I hope they r satisfied with their results, know wat u wan in life n go for it! Talking abt O level results will make me think back of wat happened to me. And i know u guys reading will laugh until ur teeth drop out. When I think back, I really find myself so DUMB. I got my results from Ms Ngoh n she told me i gt 15. When I heard 15 for R4, my world almost collasped cos i gt 9 for prelims. Then went back to my seat, started crying n burst into tears when my friends asked further, HAHA sry guys, must have scare u all then. Then went out with my friends after crying session n out of curiousity, I counted my marks again n Ms Ngoh Cheated my feelings!!! I got 11 not 15 =.= So, basically, I cried for nth n gt labelled for being a Crybaby...

So, how did i spend my wkends? It actually passed super fast. Doing reports, pets-society, chatting, Gossip Girl epi 14 n watched the movie Roy-Mr Fit Zai passed to me. OMG, that was really a gd movie, so touching but pls prepare tissues n don watch when u r having a cold. Or else, ur nose will be blocked like mine. Of course Crying = Eyes swollen the next day but worth it :) Had a heart to heart session with my mum too, I think that's the best part of my wkends. At least, I clear hers n my doubts. I told her abt my weird feeling n she gave me some advices n asked me not to think so much, thanks mummy! But she's smart man, She knows wat i m thinking n feeling, cos when i told her my stuffs, she says I guess it when u keep mentioning abt it..Okie, from now I won hide anythings from U, or else later u jealous again..I guess, I will just have to cross my fingers n hope for the best n see wat God has planned for me.

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1 more wk is to be over again n i don wanna know how many wks more to go b4 our poly life ends..kind of running away from reality i think, things just passed so damn fast. Very soon, is time to make another major decision in life for us Girls, n for the Guys, they will be serving their NS. Got back my thermo paper which is the KING of the KILLERS, I did better than i thought :)

ROT in com lab to clear 3 reports due tmr. Then Joyce n I started playing Viwawa, played for 1 h+? Felt like a student playing truant, neither studying in sch nor going home.

Then we went Spinnovex cum SP Open House. I will first talk abt Spinnovex b4 i move on to the propaganda part. Saw many familiar faces at Spinnovex, so cool to represent sch to showcase ur hardwork. First stop, Jesslyn's project (Gems mate + Horace classmate), but i couldn find Horace although i heard that he participated too. Then followed by Gerry's grp n his classmates, haha i couldn smell the foul smell of shit leh, but hainita says it's damn strong when Mr Ting open it. Last stop: PROPAGANDA TIME!!! Yi Pei n Henry were helping out at CLS booth to promote DCHE. COME ON FRESHIES, join SP. I m going to psycho my sis when she reaches sec 4 TO JOIN SP!!! Then I happened to chance upon this:

OMG ABHISHEK, ur face appeared so many times in the magazine!

Going to the Open House today brought back alot of memories. I think i wrote b4 that i wanted to go into TP but few ppl know wat's the reason behind the change i made. His 1 sentence made me change my mind n perhaps my life. Although in the end we didn get into the same place n nth happened but I think I owe him a Thank You. Becos I enjoyed my days in SP being a student of DCHE n MOST IMPORTANTLY BEING A PART OF CLASS 23! I think i m going to blog on smth very interesting soon :D Stay tune if u wanna know wat's that yea.

I have read Fiza's latest post, touched by her last 2nd paragraph. She's so lucky to find her happiness n remember ah, wedding dinner must invite us! HAHA. For the rest of us, just wait n see loh, FATE wat right? Saw this on my bestie's nick: 知得太多，便换来失望，梦至少比醒来开朗。I roughly translate it but not too sure if that's the meaning: Sometimes, it's not a gd thing to know too much becos u will feel disappointed, however u will be happier when u just wake up from that dream. Okie, this can be used on me too. Green monster appeared again today n that sucks man. Sometimes, I just hope to be blinded by the light n not hear abt those things, it kills alot of my braincells okie n mood swinging n sick period just make it worse. Left eye kept twitching these few days, don know gd or bad but Joyce assured me that is GOOD. HAHA, i hope so too :) There's alot of things which i can't control, so i guess that's smth God wans me to go through in my life, a mixture of emotions. But, I haven felt that way for a long time...

Okie, back to not so emo post. I can't keep my eyes off U!!! U REFERS TO THE WATCHES BELOW LA! My fav brand but I don think i can own U cos tried to ask mum that day which is last yr 30 dec 08, then she says: BUY SOMEMORE, U JUST BOUGHT UR LEVIS N NANO OKIE, still nt contented! And she hates n will start lecturing me when I say: NVM, I used my own $. Haizz, i guess I need to wait for a very long time b4 i can own U :( And i guess Eunice is damn happy now, cos she will get her Longchamp in another few days time, must share share okie!

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FYP is finally over. Well, wasn really a nice ending cos we plus many grps couldn't hand in, in time due to printer's prob so deduct 2%. Horrible feeling, abit like the end of the world. However, no use crying over spilled milk, just hope for the best.

I m so pissed off by somethings ard me. I don know how many more times i can endure those craps. Life is just so sick n tired at times. Okie, i m really sick AGAIN, flu this time n I m really "TIRED" of stuffs n assignments..Can't wait for wkends to come :)

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I m finally sick too. The virus is just too strong, attacking many of my classmates. I started with sore throat on fri n blocked nose ytd. What a nice start for the new year! However, shld be fine ald cos Clarinase prevented the full blown flu :) But, I have lost my appetite, everything i eat is tasteless now. And, I was super awake last night, slept at 2.30am. N i cleared CJ7, House Bunny. Personally, I feel that both movies r lousy.

Tmr will be the day when most of us will feel slightly relaxed cos is FYP Submission day. 30 wks of hardwork will be paid off tmr in terms of Freedom, not marks la. Thus, i think most of us r stressed out now, doing last min editing. After FYP, it will time to clear assignments, practicals reports :( n prepare for FYP presentation! OMG.. ADD OIL PEEPS FOR UR FYP!
SP Open house on 8-10 Jan. YOU WANT, YOU CAN @SP, that's the motto for this yr. Time really flies, I was at the Open house 4 yrs ago during Sec4, now I m ald at my last sem of Yr3. SALAD.

Had a chatting session with my bestie on fri, shared our problems n yea we agree that Green Monster SUCKS! And she assured me that wat i was thinking was wrong, is i think too much ald. Thanks gal u really make me feel better after talking. :)

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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :D

My 1st post on the 1st day of 2009. Well, I spend the eve counting down in front of the TV as well as my com, NOT forgetting playing Pets Society. And i chatted with Mr Fit Zai-Roy n Pui Sauw until 3.30AM!!! Can break record ald given for my 10 pm body clock last time. HAHA

Did u guys realised, Chinese New Year is approaching n YEAH got ang bao to take again :) Somehow, I gt the CNY mood ald, n IDK why.

Sian, tmr gt MTA prac at 8am. Shld be a busy day tmr cos need to meet Ms Yang to show her 2nd draft n deadline for FYP report is on 5th Jan.. I SMELL STRESS lingering around now ~~

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