Date : Monday, February 22, 2010
Time : 9:20 PM
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I can understand how my nephew feels now cos U seriously don't feel like going back to sch after a long wkend T_T Got to wake up at 5.45am tmr makes me siann..
To make things worse, I have 2 tests on wed but confidence level = zero. Though it will be recess week next wk, I am still stress and my heart feels heavy, really heavy cos there will be tests after that and also my driving test. Given a choice to rewind back time, I would listen to my dad to take more lessons after poly to clear test during last yr as there is not pole now! Or maybe don't learn driving at all so I don't have this thing in my head now. Also, really think about what I wanna do b4 choosing the courses. I guess I am really afraid of failure, can't seem to find back my "never say die" attitude. It's fading, it comes and goes. All maybe these are the obstacles I have to go through to make me a stronger person.

Last wk was a pretty short one, only 2 days of sch for me. Met Yvonne for ice cream at Westmall after my driving. Udders, my 1st time trying though I still prefer Tom's Palette :) We ordered Bailey & Lychee Martini. We r The alcoholics but not that nice and the price is on the high side. Think that will be my first and last time there.
Then woke up super early on Sat to go to the temple to pray. Followed by breakfast at Geylang Bahru's market. It has been a long long time since my last time there though I grew up at that estate.

After that, went to Bukit Batok to visit my dad's friend whom is a monk. Then he told me that my life this yr shld be alright but then don't give myself too much stress. Then I was stunned cos usually he will just say alright then won't continue further. So yep told him my NTU/RMIT story then he said go for the one U think U really like, don't stress urself. Certs doesn't matter as at the end of the day U might not work in the same field. Then he quoted me this, some graduates even go sell chicken rice. Or maybe married after that, or work for my dad. Ohh well, the marrying one will be impossible unless he's a rich & older guy, hahaha. Then he said for my character, I am very stubborn, unwilling to give up thats why will give myself alot of stress, even more stubborn than my dad. This statement shocks all, cos my dad is known to be the most stubborn or maybe most determined one in my family. Think if my dad visits him again to flip cards, I wanna tag along too. Went home after that and mugged. Then my sis brought her friends to our place for visiting after going to Mr Leong's house. They are a pretty high and sporting grp, hahha and I became their photographer. First time holding a DSLR, awww makes me wanna get one too! Though I feel like getting a compact one like GF1..

Then went to grandma's hse for dinner ytd as it was Carina's 2 yrs old Birthday. Drank but no effect, just red and hot. Oh ya, smth funny happened too. My uncle asked so what did U all eat that day? So i replied Peng Chai*flower pot in chinese*, which should be Peng Cai. Then he was blur and said what?! Then my mum also said the same thing as me. Then he explained, eh U wanna eat flowerpot ah? Alright, stupid name so hard to pronounce =.=
Then my mum watched Greys Anatomy with me last night :) She agrees that Kate Walsh is pretty, she's a fantastic actress! Okie, I shall go watched 1 episode b4 I sleep. Again, I hate school!