School is starting real soon, to be exact it will be on a wed. Timetable quite packed but I will only go sch on 4 Mondays in a sem, at least there is smth for me to be happy about right? The thought of going through horrible horrendous hell days again makes me sick. I guess I will get depression very soon when school starts. Arghh! Sometimes, I envy my friends whom are working now or even those in SIM. They enjoy school yet they gt their free time to do the things they want and that's what UNI life is all abt right? Or those working, they don't have to stress over exams and gt $$$. For me, is like U chiong all the way till the end of the sem b4 U can play :( No life. There was an article ytd that shows that more teenagers are having depression or suicidal thoughts as they sleep after midnight. Okie I think I am one of them but of course without the suicidal thoughts and plus mood swing now, I can conclude that I HATE SCHOOL!

Met Joyce and Fiza for gathering ytd. Met Joyce 1st for shopping but more of a makan and chit chat session ay Ayam Penyat in Lucky Plaza. Talked abt many things, told her what's on my mind. I gt to choose btw sch's name or interest. Even if it's my interest, I don't know how well I will fare cos I have nv encounter that in my life. Maybe time will guide me. Regarding relationships which was a general topic, we both agree that when U r in love with that person, U will be blinded by him/her and she came out with this term what kaya on ur eyes which I still don't get why it's kaya?!

Then Fiza joined us at 4.30pm and we roamed around aimlessly. Wanted to go Timbre but I don't think is halal and moreover we don't know the way there so yea next time class gathering there k, cos I am dying to try their duck pizza. We ended up in Fish & Co and we continued our topic and it was really fun talking to U gals. Fiza said that I am like a little girl among them though I can't remember the exact word she used, hahah maybe the slowness in eating huh. After dinner, we took a stroll back to Orchard and we jay-run and it was quite exciting, the 3 of us holding hands and run like nobody's business. Was telling them I dreamt of snake and Fiza said the Malays also believed that if U dream of snakes means U will have someone soon. Then I said nah where got, don have and yea I gt teased by them once again esp Joyce Tan! Good Luck to U gals and meet up soon again :)

Stayed at home today watching my drama while my parents went shopping. I don't wanna be lightbulb U see. My sis only came back from Taekwondo training in the evening and off to Orchard for Shashlik! The 1st family dinner outside in 2010. Bun, Borsch soup, 1 dz escargots, diff kind of steaks: 2 Sirloin steak, pepper steak & Steak a la Russe which is steak fillet with mushroom sauce. And there is Baked Alaska today! Wheee~~I think I gt to jog together with my sis to burn off the extra calories after this sinful holiday while she trained for her Napfa as Ms Aw is her PE teacher and we all know how stress is her PE lesson right until I always have butterflies in my stomach..Gosh, it's past midnight now that means I am going to be depressed tmr, hahah. Anyway, I will be accompanying my sis and Annabel tmr to SP's open house and I am meeting Yvonne for lunch as well! Back to the old school tmr :)

Followed by dinner at Fish & Co. But I only had a bowl of soup as I was feeling full.