Date : Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Time : 10:31 PM
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Oh yeah I know that it's not easy, I know that it's hard. Know it's not always pretty. Get up and go, take a chance and be strong. You can't spend your whole life holding on. Don't look back just go, take a breathe, move on.

Time to face the music. Somehow, I feel like a kid reluctant to go back to school. The last time I felt this way badly was in sec 3. I think I am scared to go through the stressful days once again, it's really a roller-coaster of emotions last year. All in all, I fear school. My mum told me that she had this feeling back in her secondary school days and I laughed at her in the past as I didn't understand what she meant at that time. But I understand that feeling now. Oh well, 3 more days before weekends are here again. This holidays ended really fast, it feels as if I just came back from Melbourne not long ago only loh. I actually can imagine myself walking in the streets of Melbourne City and not to forget about the shivering part in Philip Island which my sis always mocked at me by imitating my action... After speaking to Mr Cheah last Sat, the thought of studying overseas seems to linger in my head as it seems super relaxed except that I will be homesick for sure. My sis on the other hand was the stronger one, she said she would like to go overseas for her studies for exposure and gd idea if we both go together right?! hahahah but my sis didn't wanna go with me due to some reasons, so sad :( Yvonne should know what's the reason right? LOL

Regretted a little that I didn't enjoy my holiday to the fullest. My initial plan was to have a few rounds of badminton but yea to no avail. But I did quite alot of stuffs today, like off to Telok Blangah to collect Oratane then back home to finish up Born Rich and yea it was nice! Then painted my nails, a blue theme this time :) Yup 11pm now so I shall go sleep as I gt to wake up at 6.45am tmr. Arghhh I hate school! How I wish I can homeschool !

Back to the n.e.u.t.r.a.l mode for now.