Date : Friday, October 23, 2009
Time : 11:49 PM
Title :

I am sorry. I guess I made alot of people including my family and friends worry about me.
This is part and parcel of life, something I have to go through at this point of time. In life, there are some ups & downs and I guess I am experiencing this now. Was really down when I gt back my Organic Chem test on Tue. Worst results ever in my life, flunk it badly :( The more I thought of it, I gt more emotional and finally I reached the breaking point and broke down when I reached home. I hardly cry for tests/exams, okie la sometimes like thermo hahah. My family were shocked and tried to tell me it's okie, just a 7% test, try harder again the next time.

Well, I had a hard time sleeping that night, felt really lost and thought about what's next as interest wasn't really there anymore and also grades wasn't that fantastic either. Told my parents about my plans and they were supportive of it, after discussing with my dad, I decided to apply for the RMIT-Business Management Jan intake though I hope there's an option where I can defer to Aug. Of course, I am still unsure which route I will take until the day comes but I know it takes alot of courage to withdraw as U won't know if it's a wise decision and there's no turning back. 10 weeks in NTU, made new friends not forgetting existing friends like Li Mei & Cai Hong and can't bear to say bye too. Hahah and they really very funny, they say if I pass all my modules then they treat me makan. Thanks gals, I know U are stress too yet U all still encourage me to press on, appreciate it alot! :) And Li Mei damn playful one loh, always tease me, tsk tsk. hahah she wans to be MM!

I am no longer a small gal, I gt to make decisions in life though I really wish that my parents will settle everything for me =X hahah opps just joking..But through this, I really can feel the love from my family members, arghh I feel like a mummy's & daddy's girl :) Not forgetting my friends that kept on encouraging me in 1 way or another, U peeps know who U are :)
After school today, went SIM to register. 1 thing less to worry about. Called the wrong person daddy, so paiseh. Cos I called my dad to inform him abt the details b4 registering and Chua picked up my dad's phone. Then my cousin said, I nt ur daddy, ur daddy on the other line, asked him to call U back later. Then Yvonne and I went back to our Back to the old school visit! SP rocks! But unfair eh, now upgrade till so nice esp the lib!!! Getting late, shall update again later. Busy day I foresee :)

The Teh ice from foodcourt 4. My fav though standard like drop ald...


Tired looking face from all those stress. But camwhoring was still fun :)

Comfortable chairs, nice n cosy environment for couples to hang out. hahahah no need to go cafe, just go SP!!!
The tall and the short which is ME :( Nice chit chat session today.