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Date : Thursday, August 06, 2009
Time : 11:43 PM
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I’m just a little bit caught in the middle. Life is a maze and love is a riddle. I don’t know where to go. I can’t do it alone I’ve tried. And I don’t know why. I am just a little girl lost in the moment. I’m so scared but don’t show it. I can’t figure it out. It’s bringing me down I know. I’ve got to let it go. And just enjoy The Show.

I smell stress lingering around me now. Stupid Eileen, I was happy for 1 wk without knowing that there was a change in my timetable. 3 modules??! Fat Hope, no more :( SPMS updated ytd and becomes 6 modules and no more offdays no more going home early, NO MORE SLACK TIMETABLE! T_T Is like a big bomb comes crashing down on U suddenly, get it?
Got emo just now and my mum n dad came n talked sense into me. Yea, wat to do just got to accept it since it's ald my last stage of study life, shld be contented.

Went for orientation just now. The ppl there seems so smart, a handful of them from overseas and is scaring the hell out of me. Relaxing days are going to be over soon, shall enjoy to the fullest b4 stressful days are back once again. Anyway, I hope everything ain't that bad as I think.
Lecturers were funny though, they said It's not just a degree in NTU and haha they showed a pic of an ex student marrying a PhD from another course. So yep in short means find ur another half in uni life. Everyone burst out into laughter cos it's really funny.
Anyway, throughout my trainride journey to NTU, thought abt alot of things. When I passed Dover, WOW T11B is in the midst of construction. When we were still freshmen in SP they said by the yr U graduated, T11B will be ready but haha it was an empty land the day we left sch loh. Flashbacks of the past running through my mind, I really missed poly life. Everything seems to happen just ytd but in reality bye polylife, the beautiful 3 yrs becomes history now. When I reached Jurong East, I thought of the days we waited for bus to get to Jurong Island for our internship, the friends we made in CPTC but yea those happened years ago too..
As I was still early, I decided to seat to Joo Koon and see what it looks like. Well, factories and saw an Army camp too, I guess is the one Vincent is allocated to?
Then back to NTU finally, faced the music, this is where I will be in for the next few years if nth happened la.. Everything starts all over again, from making friends to adapting to life in NTU to not getting lost in there and lastly studying, exams = GPA..

Guess tonight will be an emo night. I guess the drama Last One Standing might be able to make me forget abt all these emo stuffs before meeting my friends tmr! My maple leaf!!! :)

Bye SP. No more a student of SP, alumni now.. I will miss P0620529 :) But seems that photos on matric cards are nv nice. It always gets elongated till ur face looks weird =.=
Hello NTU. I hate my matric number, so long can't remember. Anyway quite high tech, each of us are given a clicker*on the left side of my card*. We are to use them to ans during lectures if given MCQ in slides.

See how hectic my schedule is? Shall used the stupid long break on tue for driving..AHH, no more offdays :( I am so sad now.

Last but not least, we have a black belter at home, no one*actually only me* dares to fight with her now. Silly uniform cost a bomb just becos it's Adidas. Wear and sleep better loh..



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