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Finally tmr will be the day when I will take my TP. Seriously, I hope that it would be over soon so I can enjoy my holidays without a single bit of stress lingering in my mind. Praying hard that I can pass with 1 attempt, no rain, no irresponsible vehicles obstructing my way, no irresponsible and brainless pedestrians and lastly a good and lenient tester. But if things don't go my way then I have nth to say cos I have ald done my best and sometimes things are planned in such a way that no one can control it, we just have to go through that stage.

I had my 1st circuit training ytd and my 2nd one just now. Circuit is really diff from road loh, anyway I asked my instructor how did I fare then he was like okie what U can drive & park so it all depends on the tester now. Gosh, I can't control this just have to leave it to God then.
There is 1 thing that I can and must do and that is to relax and drive normally pretending that the 1 on my left is my instructor. Confidence perhaps is the key to success. I just wanna relax and be confident tmr so that I don't screwed up. Okie, I shall go sleep now as I gt to wake up early tmr. Good Night!

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I gotta feeling.

I still miss Melbourne despite being back for a few days. I miss the weather, the relaxing pace and hmmm thats all I guess..I can't imagine myself going overseas to study but on the other hand I would like to experience that for a short period of time. Maybe any exchange programme will be great! *dreaming away*
Back in Singapore means facing reality again. Don like it! Driving Test this Friday at 11am. Well, I am nervous and I am praying very hard that I can pass on my 1st attempt. God pls bless me lots k! Thank You!!! But so many ppl have been telling me that I gt to relax n be confident. Okie I will listen and try to :) Haizzz faster over pls so Sat can have party then Thu also party. Everyday party till I don even feel worried abt the exam results..that's like so not eileen right Joyce The Great??

Was talking to Aaron Chia Sze Chai few nights back. So "zhun", he got into the same platoon as Roy & Kevin. I guess both of them surely always kanna bullied by him. Anyway, our topic always can't stay away from SHIT. That's how we gt the nick. I am Shitty Girl, while he is Shitty boy.
We were talking abt cherishing every moment we have now and enjoy life while U can as U don know if tmr will be ur last day. Then he said he talked to me also headache. So I said, I am going to aim U with SHIT next time then he said wah so innovative, aim him using myself. See, he always makes my blood boils. Still remember those crappy moments last time, what wanna built condo next time then sell me cheap cheap when I get married. Nah, I don wan later after 2 days, it collasped even though he studied building in poly but since he said his heart not in books so hmm yea I don wanna take a risk. heheh

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HELLO, I am back here to update about my Melbourne trip. Overall, I enjoyed alot and misses that place even though thumbs down for shopping & night life.. Australia, indeed a relaxing place to be in. The moment I thought of returning back here, I feel stress up :( That's bad I know, cos it is like running away from reality.

Also weather was cool, didn't sweat a single bit even though there was sunshine on certain days. When it rained & wind blew, OMG it was freaking cold. Average ard 12-15 degrees maybe? Totally can't wear my shorts & tanktops I brought, everyday will be jeans, blouse and jacket. Our tour guide ald said, no shorts n tanktops or else U will shake like a spaghettie. And he wasn't joking cos I was shaking despite wearing warm clothings..
6 days trip from 5 to 10 December. So luckly to fly by A380 to and fro. To me, not much diff unless U seat business class la. But still, it is the experience cos A380 only flies to certain places.

DAY 1 (Singapore to Melbourne)

Off to airport at ard 6pm as our flight was at 9pm. The lesson we learnt when taking night flight is Never eat too full for ur dinner cos they will feed U like a pig on board. hahah. The 8 hour flight was quite torturing, I was having leg and stomach cramps and I can't get to sleep on board.

DAY 2

As Australia was 3h ahead of us, we reached at 4am (SG) when it was ald 7am in Mel. Their airport super strict, NO PHOTOGRAPHY when I took my camera out outside their DFS. WTH, I don see anything wrong taking there. Realised some of them quite cocky over there but of course there were friendly ones. Felt so lethargic and right after everyone gathered, our grp which consists of 25 ppl left for sight seeing immediately. Stopped by Mac to have our breakfast b4 heading off to the city for a tour. Weather was super shiok, like walking in aircon room :)

Took 30 mins to get to the Melbourne City. We passed by places like Queen Victoria Market. Smth like our pasar malam but a cleaner and less rowdy environment.

Then Royal Melbourne Institute of Technology. For those who are studying in RMIT, it is a big and established University back in Melbourne :) Who knows, I might be studying there few mths later. hahah

Our 1st stop was St Patrick Cathedral. A church that looked like a castle with lost of beautiful flowers, fountains and statues surrounding it. All of us camwhored like mad!

The jump shot that we took many times till our feet were aching. Candid pics are always the best!

Damn nice the flowers, there's 1 more white one which is also beautiful. How I wish I can pluck some home and grow in my garden :)

The cute couple helped us with most of our family pics and in turn we also helped them to take.

I like this, it looked like we were in some parts of England..

The next place we went was Fitzroy Garden, similar to our Botanic Garden. Besides that, we were only allowed to have an outlook of the Cook's Cottate as U have to pay to enter to see some lame stuffs..

Cook's Cottate

Lots of flies flying near the Orange flower when we took and it was nerve wrecking cos U will feel itchy the moment U see it.

The 4 huge trees behind us, reminds me of F4

In the Conservatory. Well, nth special inside leh..

On our way for lunch near Crown Plaza, we passed by Federation Square. Similar to our esplanade. To make things worse, they are having art festival and ya bookfair which I am not interested in. Hahah so 1 shot and off I go.

The hotel that we are staying when we are in Melbourne City. Quite convenient as it is directly opposite Flinders Station.

Then this is 1 of their tourist attraction. Eureka Tower which is the tallest residential building. Some stories behind the structure and it cost alot to stay there, few millions..

Madness to have lunch at 9am (SG) while it was 12 noon in Mel. The chinese food from Dragon Boat Restaurant sucks man. They love to sprinkle lots of salt in their food I guess or is it becos Singaporeans are more health conscious now?? Anyway, after the horrible lunch, we head to Philip Island which took us around 2 hours + to reach. So glad that I was able to doze off during the journey but kept hitting my head on the window that cause me to wake up. Great Sceneries along the way, so nice that I can't stop clicking. hahah sky, seas, grass. Wat a great combi!

Finally reached the Chocolate Factory. Nah, not Charlie and the choco factory but rather Panny's Chocolate.

This is cool, 3 mins to see some magic. Ready??

There it goes, after 3 mins. There will be chocolate fall! * SPLASH~*

Oh ya, this is our coach with all our luggages in that little small black box. It will be funny if the driver didn't tighten the lock..

Next stop was Churchill Island to see some farm animals. Unpleasant smell and lots of houseflies, but well no choice either.

Pls don be mistaken, I am not afraid of this horse but the houseflies instead. They are so irritating! Anyway, the body of the horse feels like brush.

This horse gt fringe somemore la.

Hahah shit all over. So U gt to open ur eyes big in order not to strike lottery.

So glad that our tour don't include farm stay or else I will faint straightaway.

Something that U can only find in Australia! They are the Koalas. But sad, U can only view them from the trees n not to have close contact with it.

They are always sleepy cos they feed on gum leaves. N some fall to their death which saddens me as they are so cute n innocent looking. Can U spot it??

The Koala is fake when some ppl actually thought it's alive. LOL

Back to our Apartment to wash up b4 we left for more sight seeing.

This is the best part of this trip, to me maybe. The nobbies which U gt to see the sealrock, sunset, seagulls and some seals. When I step down from the coach, OMG came out of my mouth cos I was shocked to see such beautiful scenery and also the weather was so damn cold.

Nice right? We can't see the end of this ocean and it's the same in life, we can't see what's planned for us in life. Just got to keep walking till U hit that point.

I admit that I was scared of the seagulls to have this pose.

My dad was so lucky to have so many natural shot taken all thanks to the couple that fed the seagulls. The seagulls totally went crazy eating the chips n was shitting anyhow that it kanna 1 of my tour grp ppl.

The last stop for the night was the Penguin Parade which don't allow any cameras. But it was an educational n touching moment when all the penguins came back to their nest from the ocean when night falls. I was freezing away, when I said that, meaning I was really shivering. I guess, it was only 10 degrees at that point of time when I only wore like what I wore in lecture hall when I am feeling cold.

On our way back to The Waves Apartment, I saw lots of stars covering the whole sky. Really amazing but too bad, my camera can't captured it or else it would be 1 of my fav pic :)

Dead tired that I fell into a coma even though I set the alarm clock to off my charger.

DAY 3

The apartment looked like some schools right?

The small town in Philip Island and the ppl are super friendly there. While walking to the supermarket, there were guys shouting at my tour grp asking us to give them a hug. Nah, definitely not from me but hahah no one bothers abt that request anyway.

The 1st place we went on the 3rd day was to another garden. But I love this place more.

Then we rushed over to the Strawberry farm which took us about 40 mins journey. As usual, I doze off once again, waking up only when my head hits the window.

Busy taking pics till I only managed to pick like half box full. Luckly my dad helped me after that. It's not easy picking loh, cos so many rotten ones and the nice ones kanna picked by other ppl. N U gt to open ur eyes big or else U will be like me, my sis and other ppl in my grp. Why? Cos we stepped into the pool of mud. Yucks man, slippers n legs coated with mud. Can imagine how disgusting it is right? N after that gt to do the unglam washing as they only have sinks there. So, I did like ballet stunt to put my leg into the sink at my waist level to wash.

Anyway, the strawberries wasn't sweet at all =.= But the complimentary ice cream was not bad.

Next was a winery. WTH, they demanded us to pay A$3 for winetasting just becos we are chinese and they mistook us from mainland china. #$#%$^%&^ Comeon, we speaked gd english and we are not so "Gian Peng" like those can.. So Dennis was fed up and brought us to other winery.

Wine tasting. As I was above 18, I was allowed to drink :) My tour grp was like wah ur daughter can drink ah, not bad.. N yea my face turned red after not long, that's the bad part when I drink outside..

After Western lunch at Rye Hotel, we went to Sorrento Car Ferry Terminal to board our cruise.

Luckly I don't have motion sickness, or else I guess I will puke after eating my lunch esp fish n chips.

NAH, it wasn't this ferry. We were cheated by Dennis when he said, eh Look at Queenscliff then everyone were like wah so big shiok la. Then he said, nope ours not that =.=

This is our cruise called Moonraker Dolphins Swims.

We went cruising for about an hour and were so lucky to see all the cute creatures which was on leave the other time Dennis brought a grp to see.

The seals. They are damn smelly. We can smell them the moment our cruise passed by them and they were making lots of noise when they noticed us looking at them.

This is much cuter. The Dolphins :) N I took lots of shots b4 I can captured a nice one cos is either purely water as I am too slow or half body only. So in the end I took a video instead which can be found in my fb.

Us with the lady captain and the guy was in charged of the refreshments on board. From this pic, U can tell that Asians are really smaller in built. LOL

After the cruise, we went back to Melbourne City and checked in. 1 hour later, all of us gathered as Dennis brought us to The Chinatown for a walk and dinner. He recommended this place. Lord of the Fries saying that it tastes so nice. Okie la, like satay sauce on fries loh n it cost like A$6+ for a small box. N that's him posing behind me, no wonder my mum was laughing away when she took this.

Their pathetic little chinatown. More like dead town to me..N after dinner we rushed back to our hotel cos my mum caught a cold due to the cold wind at night.

DAY 4

Day 4 was a boring day compared to the 1st 3 days. We went shopping at Victoria's Market in the morning. Didn't have the mood to shop cos everyone was freezing away as it was raining heavily with strong winds so I guess the temp was ard 10 degrees. Tempted to buy the heat pad loh but then no place to stick n U need boiling water to reuse it.

The fruit seller so cute, he saw us camwhoring when my parents went to the restrooms then he was like U wan me to help U to take? Then after taking he said $5 each! But he was just joking.

The next stop was Eureka Skydeck. It only took 36 secs to reach 88th flrs and we gt to see the whole of Melbourne City. Too bad, it was raining so visibility was low but well it was a gd exp anyway..

Open area and the wind was so damn strong at the 88th flr. See my mum's hair, U shld know how strong yea.

Then we went Chinatown for lunch. It was the best Chinese food I have eaten so far IN MELBOURNE. Everyone agrees with me..Their restaurant food still lose to our "zi char" stall. hahah. Then 30 mins ride to Chadstone Mall to shop. Well, a very big shopping centre but the things were not cheap when U can get it at a lower price here.

But still, we managed to get some gifts for relatives n friends which adds up to be ard A$150+ till the salesgal asked if we wanted gift wrap.

Sweet ASS. LOL

Then the rest of my tour grp went for Puffing Billy while we continued shopping at Chadstone and they came back to fetch us back to hotel b4 we left for night tour at Italian Street.

Dennis recommended this chocolate shop called KOKO BLACK which is famous for their hot chocolate. Seriously, it's damn nice esp on a cold day but U will get nose bleed if U drink too much cos it' super heaty..

They have all these heaters along Italian street which is smth really gd! Feel so warm standing underneath it.

HOT and COLD. Immediately after hot chocolate, we got to pick our Gelato. Everyone was like arghh, cannot finish n eating smth so cold when it was drizzling..

The 2nd last stop was to feed the Possum. At 1st, no one wans to feed it cos everyone was afraid that it will bite. Worse still, Dennis bought 2 big loaves of bread so he says eh if cannot finish ah U gt to eat the bread..

This little gal called I forgot what name cos Dennis kept making fun of her name calling her Sheraton and said that her sis is called Shangri la..She will always wait for us to board the coach n said hello or bye to us b4 returning to her seat.

I fed it just that my mum didn't managed to capture me feeding so in the end I gt to pose for 1.

The last stop was Crown Casino. N that was my 1st time stepping into one. Well, no big deal leh similar to what I see on TV. But the Christmas Decor was super grand.

The 2 little girls asked us to pose like this. So malu la..

Yaya, I am about to sleep at this time. Freaking early..

DAY 5

It was a free day as we didn't follow them to The Great Ocean Road. Journey takes 3.5hrs there which was super shiong n we were afraid of the cold weather too so yep we went exploring on our own. The DFO at Spencers' Street was horrible, the things are like so...sian perhaps. We had our lunch at Hungry Jack which was our Burger King but then there was a diff in the menu. I still prefer BK. Then OMG we forgot the Victoria's Market is closed on a Wed n we took a cab down =.= In the end we asked the driver if there are any place similar to that? So he send us to South Melbourne Market. HAHAH it was really like their market.

After half an hour there, we decided to head back to our hotel as Dad was meeting his friend at 6.30pm. No wonder, many ppl in aus has a car cos it was super hard to get a cab. We spend 1h waiting under the hot sun for a cab. Horrendous! So if U see me being more tanned, U shld know why?

After resting for an hour, my mum, sis n I went shopping alone while my dad had dinner with his friends. We came across this backlane which was super nice so yep we camwhored there.

Jump shot, fail again :(

Alot of tourists found it interesting so all camwhored n we gt a guy to help us. N he thought we were Japanese. LOL it's so much better than being asked if U r from China. Opps..

Our dinner was a simple 1. We takeaway Kebab n pizza back to our hotel to enjoy. Followed by exploring the hotel n packing our stuffs. N my dad was enjoying his dinner at a restaurant opened by John's bro at Italian Street!!! His friend John said ahh I didn't know ur family was together with U or else we can have a family gathering instead of business talk. Well well, too bad we missed the Italian food..

DAY 6

The last day we went for last min shopping. Still managed to get a few blouses and we walked all the way up to Victoria Market. Pro right? I am the 1 who led my mum n sis =P But our legs were aching badly as the walk took us 30 mins. Grabbed a few more Tees for cousins n ourselves n bought some fruits to try as they were really fresh n not that ex.

Initially, I thought this was just a statue then when I took, it waved at me. Hahah luckly it didn't scare the hell out of me like those Just For laughs U watched on TV.

Bye Melbourne as we were send off to the airport. My sis said this shop suits my mum n I cos we are always hightide..

So, we checked in and 8 hrs later we reached this warm island. Seriously, it was like thermal shock. Well, I will miss Melbourne and I wonder when will I be back again?? :)

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Time for a getaway! Hello Melbourne, Bye Singapore! :)

Finally going for a short 6 days trip, will be flying off at 9pm tonight and back only on Thu night. A trip to recharge and relax to compensate for the last few torturing months. Hopefully Melbourne will be a place for sight-seeing cum shopping! And Thanks Heng Hwu for those info regarding Melbourne, appreciate it alot!
I will miss my blog, facebook and of course msn since I am known for being online for 24/7 not forgetting my pillow! Still, I will bring my laptop along just in case there's internet connection for me to access. Too bad, I don't have a DSLR, I only have a digicam with me so I hope that the pics will turn out real/nice.

I am so happy that I managed to chiong finish the HK drama-宫心计 before I leave. Nice plot, I like it! But sad, Kevin Cheng didn't get the best male actor award last night..
Anyway, poly friends pls take note. There will be a Christmas gathering at my place. Tentatively on the 19Dec, will inform all once I have discussed with Heng Hwu. We will be having potluck so yea contribute some food if U can yea..We will be having gift exchange so everyone will have to bring a present which cost $10 and above :)

And before I forget:

HAPPY POP NS GUYS!

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Neither POP nor ORD, it's FFE! means Free from exams! YAY :)

All in all, this exams is the hardest one I have taken so far. Practically, whining after every paper and there's a 99% chance to fail and forward module. Well well, I am prepared for that anyway. My final decision was to defer the RMIT studies to July intake because that will mean that I will have more time to think carefully what I really want and of course see my NTU grades that will be released at the end of this mth. Also, maybe spend the last/another 13 wks in NTU and with my new friends. I always have headaches when I think about the hectic life after this holidays and also the dumb registration of the modules when we are not even told how to do so. STRESS
Mood swing is what I am experiencing, yea I think is PMS. I gt a bad feeling inside me, don't know for what reason also..I am such a silly dumb dumb, always worry for nothing! Oh ya, I sprained my neck while I was drying my hair ytd after bathing. Pretty dumb I know and it hurts badly at that point of time. But, felt better after pasting salonpas. I love the smell too. hahah

Then after exams ended ytd, a group of us went to Jurong West Stadium for Lunch Buffet at Sakura. The food is not nice and the ambience is worse, like food court when U pay so much more. hahah. After that, I went to Vivocity to meet Pui Sauw. Wow, we chatted from 4 to 8pm. Of course not forgetting shopping :) We had dinner at KimGary and as I was still full after the buffet, I only drank a cup of honey lemon. Shopped, bought my sunglass while she bought her wallet. And yep Thanks for the early Christmas Present too :) Followed by chatting at the open area facing Sentosa till 8pm. And we were wondering why so many policemen patroling ard and alot of ppl with camera. So we thought oh maybe they wanna catch a glimpse of the biggest cruise there but on our way back, we saw banner and realised there was a firework display by Korean team there at 9pm. Arghh, missed it but then on 2nd thought it will be super packed if we stayed n watched. Okie, back to dramas so that my mind won't run wild! Can't wait for TVB awards tmr night also! Yvonne, skali my Kevin Cheng win. LOL

The 3 SP DCHE representatives in NTU CBC.

My friends :)

My buddy, 10 yrs of friendship and still counting!

The food at Kimgary is not bad, in fact maybe better than Xinwang?? But I know the ambience is definitely better!

It's amazing a big cruise like this won't sink right? I don't think I dare to board a cruise cos I will think of Titanic. But well, it's 1 of the greatest invention.

I would love to know the answer. But sometimes, certain questions have no answers to it.

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You got to read my mind between Silence and Sound.

Finally, I am left with 1 last paper on wed, Biochemistry. Got a taste of how UNI students mugged, so yep a degree doesn't come by easily. Seriously, that's very tiring both mentally & physically just to get that damn cert. Modern Chemistry today, wow great man I didn't complete my paper and it was really there to kill our brain cells, just so tough can. But on the happier note, alot also didn't complete so I am safe :) If you are wondering why I am still awake at this hour? It's becos I am burning midnight oil, hahah 1st time in my life until this hour. Well, hopefully the 4 chps tonight won't say bye to me after my beauty sleep. A total of 9chps + Tutorials, past year papers to keep me occupy the whole of today :(

Okie Eileen, last step to freedom, got to endure this shit! YAY
Shall go to bed now cos I can't take it ald, feel like sleeping right away. Mugging mugging and mugging later..

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I believe in Serendipity. Staying neutral is what I can do now cos I don't want history to repeat itself.

The thought of Modern Chemistry paper later totally kills the thought of staying in NTU for another sem. Thought I would have the time to mug for biochemistry too but sadly my plan has failed. I am still stucked in Modern Chemistry. May God bless me by hook or by crook yea. hahah

Went Geylang for dinner just now, wanted to try the Mongolian food but hahah closed down ald so in the end we went to Toa Payoh instead. My mum was damn paranoid when we were walking along the streets of Geylang, kept asking me to walk in the middle. She said U walked behind later U kanna catch by ppl since the place is famous for its red light activities. But joke aside, I really don't like that place, U have ppl looking at U from top to bottom! D.O.M, dig out ur eyes then U know. LOL. During our joyride to Geylang a few nights back, alot of chickens ard waiting to be slaughtered. hahah might as well don't wear better. And the disappointing thing is that, I even see young guys that looked quite decent hanging ard talking to them and foresee further progress. I wonder why they wanna do that. I pity their gf seriously. It's like so hard to trust ur partners at times but well, I guess there are also good guys out there. Perhaps those are just the black sheeps..

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There's a light at each end of this tunnel, you shout. Cause you are just as far in as you'll ever be out. These mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again. If you only try turning around. Yep, I guess I fell into this tunnel once again.

Well, I was supposed to blog this last night but then I was too tired after a cup of Vodka mixed with 100+ as I forgot to buy Sprite lime. Don't be mistaken k, I am not drunk, just tired thats all. hahah but then I gt a sweet dream last night :) Thanks Vodka. 4 papers down, left with 2 more next week. And true enough, Maths & Physics were just there to kill our brain cells n demoralized us. So Bad of them..I guess Modern Chem tmr will also be a killer while Wed's Biochemistry, hmm don't know cos Beng Gang is a gd prof and he calls us CBC KIDS! So, he sounds like one with alot of compassion so won't be that bad to make us cry right?!

After exams will have lunch with fellow unimates when dinner will be with Pui Sauw. See, I have everything mapped out. :) Thursday will be for driving and friday will be a day to settle some study matters. And for Sat, will be leaving Singapore for Melbourne. Praying hard that there's wifi there for me to msn & facebook :) Only be back on Thu night to continue my slacking timetable & plan gatherings! WHOO, I can't wait. And yea I wanna kill Yi Pei, he smsed me at 6.30AM on Thu to ask me abt Christmas gathering. Say I shld be awake studying at that time. Policeman, I m still in the midst of dreaming, luckly can still sleep after seeing the message. hahah and so sad, U don't know my study habit after 3 yrs of friendship, I don have the habit of burning midnight or morning oil leh.. Remember, wanna go donate blood call me along k :)

Then was chatting with Yvonne a few nights back. Went to irritate her with my eh U see Kevin Cheng so handsome & macho when she asked me abt a show starring him. We were talking abt the topic on r/s. Then I say fate like a curse to me sia. Then she said everything so gd for me then still curse, must cherish what I have. LOL Yvonne, why U say everything gd for me, have meh??

Time for food blog but I forgot to take the pics of the food. Had dinner at Ah Lams' on Sat night with family. The food is really good!

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They say that the hour before dawn is always the darkest.

And I totally understand the meaning behind this phrase now. Cos, I am experiencing this. I can't wait for exams to be over, I am like a living zombie now. Everyday, study-eat-sleep-exams and the cycle continues again and again. Worse still, I broke my record of not burning midnight oil for exams/tests :( This exams seem to be taking far too long. There again when the exams are over, it's time to face the music. Decision making will be the toughest part esp I myself don't even know what I want. Well, perhaps the next few papers will give me an idea what decision to make. Anyway, we will be going for buffet right after our last paper-Biochemistry next wed to celebrate freedom! Seriously, I can't wait for that but then mixed feelings abt it too cos that might be my last paper in NTU?

Forensic paper down. So, murder or suicide? I wrote murder anyway & I am like writing stories when we were asked to give reasons for why a murder or suicide occured. Seriously, Forensic Science is the best module with 45 MCQs & 1 casestudy, at least quite fun as U learn "interesting" knowledge. Sighh, it's only the 2nd paper, still gt 4 more to go.. I foresee killer papers the next few days. I totally have no confidence for the Calculus for Science tmr. Is going to be real tough I guess cos I gt a bad feeling now..I hate Riemann, intergration, differentiation, limits, continuity and all sorts of crazy theorem that drives me crazy =.= Don't understand why we got to take Maths & Physics when we are in a Chemistry course..Thu will also be a terrible day for me as it's Physics turn to murder me. Comeon, it's only foundations to Physics and alot of us are struggling away. Out of the 3 sciences, I think alot of ppl hate Physics right??

Gosh, time is running out very quickly. Seriously, I don't know why they can't spread out the papers. 3 papers in a row, how they expect us to do well when we don't even have enough time to mug for each paper. I reached home at 9pm when Forensic paper ended at 7.30pm. And, there's Calculus tmr at 1pm. That means I gt to leave home at 11am so yea, I am screwed. I don't have enough time to mug T_T I gt to have a clear mind tmr for the paper so yep I shall go sleep now and wake up early tmr to study. Pathetic.

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There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way. :)

I am so dead for exams. 3 papers in a row starting on Tue and I have yet to finish studying. I will just do my best and let god decide the rest. Anyway, I recieved the letter from RMIT ytd, they accepted me and I gt to reply by 4 dec. Not much time left to decide, still confused despite the consultation. I really hope I can foresee the future, which path will I be in so I won't be that vexed now. :(

Ohh yea b4 I forgot, I am left with 5 papers now and the Organic Chem on last fri was easier than the past yr papers. Mr Chiba really gave lots of hints for his part so I guess the difficult part were from Prof Loh?? But, overall I don really know how will I fare for this paper cos I don't feel anything after the paper, numb after all the setbacks perhaps. And NTU exams are really very scary. Tense exams atmosphere with few hundred ppl sitting in a fridge *big cold hall*. Damn cold can despite wearing long sleeves n my jacket =.=

Today

Went to Uncle Alvin's house to celebrate Grandma's 80th Birthday. We were having casual chat. Wow, I have 3 cousins taking PSLE this yr and the results will be out very very soon. Good luck boys! Then they were asking me abt studies and I told them what had happened. Then Uncle Eric was saying why don't go into teaching cos I am more soft-spoken. And he said my sis can be a lawyer. LOL but we will only be able to see wat path we are in after 25 when U step into the working society. Anyway, I have been listening to duets from Alex Fong & Stephy Tang. Highly recommended, 1 song even moved me to tears even though I don know wat's the meaning cos it's in Cantonese. Hong Kong, wait for me! Hope to cya soon. LOL

We went to Swee Choon at Jalan Besar for supper last night. So I managed to take pics. Highly recommended for their dim sums esp XIAO LONG BAO! My fav :)

Pictures taken at the celebration just now:

The 80 small peach buns.

Auntie Cindy baked these muffins n durian puffs.

The huge function hall. N I was joking abt having 21th Bdae here n my aunt n uncle were damn on, they thought it was real n told me must tell them to book early.

The grandchildren, short of 2 more cos there are 11 of us.

The gals

The guys n Wayne gt to rush back to his camp after the celebration. Pity the guys seriously..

The kids + 1 more uncle in Canada of my grandparents. hahah

The daughter in laws together with the daughters.

The son in laws.

A family photo at last :)

My grandparents babysitted the brother in red and hahah everyone calls him ah boy as a result, we don't really know what to address him. But I know my grandfather treats him like his grandson. And the baby is so cute! Both of them are teachers from SRJC n they advised me that it's not easy/won't fail in UNI cos they experienced wat I feel in NUS last time. Well, I am confused again now..

The cousins or rather the older clique. hahahha

My ah gong was funny, he was the 1 cutting the cake when it was my grandma's Birthday. LOL

Anyway, he's 86 next yr and I hope that he will be able to see the day I graduate & the day I get married. That's silly I know, but he was the 1 who brought me up when I was young and perhaps the 1 I dote the most among all.

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CAUTION! Whining post ahead :(

I am STRESS, got a feeling that I am going to screw up the exams. 6 modules within 2 weeks, arghh that's like overloading in a sem of just 13wks! So many stuffs to remember, reactions & mechanisms alone can kill U. So yea, below is a small tiny winy portion of the "disgusting stuffs" we are learning & we got to jolly well remember or rather memorise. Yep, so that's Chemistry =.= I still love the word "CHEMISTRY" cos it's like reactions that happened like magic whether in relationships or everyday life. But I dislike the contents esp mechanisms..
Ever wonder why ur hair becomes straight after rebonding? Mr Sumod said that it's smth to do with Phosphate *did i get the chemical name right Limei ?* that breaks the bonds in our hair strand. But too bad, we don't learn that and the reason for telling us is becos he finds it is a waste of $ to do rebonding in salon cos it costs abt $100 when he bought the chemicals for lab purpose at a much much cheaper price. Okie ppl, U can ignore what I have said above cos those are just crapping to help me de-stress.

Currently listening to my ipod and the song Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold was played. 1 of my fav songs and I find the lyrics touching. AHH SHIT, I can't copy the lyrics over after I upgraded internet explorer, regret upgrading it seriously. Looking through the pics in my laptop, really brings back alot of memories, some happy and sad ones but well, it's life experience that can't be bought. Did lots of stuffs today, mugging was part of it but I feel gd becos I went for a haircut. Shorter & lighter now, most importantly the rebonding is still there, my sis has bangs. Hahah, I don have the courage to try that, guess it will look pretty weird on me.

Then we went for H1N1 jab. Hahah, I am the daring one cos when the doctor told me: hmm so I guess it's not painful judging from ur expression. Indeed, I don feel anything at all. But then perhaps cos I am considered the daring one at hm cos from young, I don't complain when I have to drink medicines that is obviously bitter. In fact, I am scared of those sweet kind. Never cry for any of the injections. All in all, I am just trying to say that I am gd at 忍痛 *tolerating* LOL.
So yea, I am going for flu jab next week. The doctor was pretty funny, he said after injecting: Okie, so now U are off to Melbourne. Another 2 more weeks b4 going on a vacation. Yaya I gt reminded/mocked again to remember to remove the pair of scissors that I usually put it in my pouch for trimming eyebrows. Reason is becos I forgot to remove the other time when I went to Hong Kong so yea I gt stopped at the boarding room & gt questioned when my bag was scanned. In the end, I gt to say bye to my scissors. Dumb I know, I just forgot to take out thats all.

Okie good night, time to get some rest now and mugging later cos my night will be spend on watching TV cos there will be TVB 42th Bdae celebration on Ch 48 at 8.30pm later :) I can't wait for that but not exams on friday. SALAD la~ *means sad, invented by Yi Pei during our polydays*

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Meteor Showers. Did U spot any?? I did not but nevermind I will still make a wish later. heheh
Girls are girls, although U know that it's unrealistic but U will still give it a try.

Friday will be doom day for me as it will be the start of exams. I mugged, seriously more than my poly times however, I don't think it's that productive cos my mind still seems empty. Well, I have done my best and I believe there's a reason to everything right? So yep, God pls bless me. And I shall decide other stuffs later :) Exactly 1 mth later, I will be having my driving test. As usual, the paranoid me is feeling stress now cos I know it will be hard to pass it at the 1st attempt and I wonder how is the test like? Seems like a tense atmosphere when I was at BBDC last time. Many stuffs to clear this week, going to cut my hair which I hope the rebonding doesn't disappear and going for flu & H1N1 jabs just in case....Regarding the cervical cancer vaccine, I gt to think it through again cos there might be side-effects & also the docs said that it's very painful and I am scared.

Baileys makes me a little high but I like the feeling of being tipsy not DRUNK yea. Whenever I drink now, I think of those games we played in batam. So i went to disturb Yi Pei & Yvonne abt Big fish & small fish. Aftermath, it became the game of guess the sketch. Cool, below are some of the crappy stuffs we did. The beautiful art pieces, heheh.

Big Fish, Small fish. See whose fish is the nicest?! N YP thought Yvonne was drawing a tadpole. HAHAH

Time for Guess the sketch by Yvonne. The answer is Toilet bowl & I gt it right =9

Yi Pei's turn which is a donald duck?! LOL, I thought it was a cake or ship la until he gave us hint. Sry for saying ur art fail ah, I know U won be angry :)

My turn which is a remote control. Okie, I forgot who gt it right but they took quite sometime to guess. Probably that's becos my drawing sucks T_T

And I was staring at my screensaver for a moment & I found this 2 comical actions in this photo. Brothers, U r caught on camera. Damn funny esp Yi Pei's action!

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When my head is strong but my heart is weak. I’m full of hurricanes and uncertainty. But I can find the words. You teach my heart to speak..

Once in a blue moon that I did not update for quite some time cos this week was a busy wk for me. And I actually faced difficulty to remember the happenings this week. Hahah for what I know, I did not pon any lessons this week so I am a good gal yea! Week 13, last week of lessons and who knows it might be the last time having lessons in NTU for me. Mixed feelings actually, this feeling sucks but no choice if this is the path that I should be taking right?

To summarise stuffs, I took grp pics with diff grps of friends I know. :) Though my 2 friends whom are my polymates said eh don take so she(me) won't leave us. LOL
Coming to the exciting part. That time I told Li Mei, eh that guy looks like Elvin Ng *scroll down for Elvin Ng's pic*, maybe is his bro. Then we had a gd look at him during lecture on Thu n she even took a pic but then is too far can't really see properly. Seriously, he looked like him! But maybe not so I will leave it to Li Mei to find out if I say bye to NTU, hahah.
Then went to Bishan Lib after sch ytd to help Jayne n her friends Grace & Royston with Process Instrumentation. Gosh, I think I really don know how to teach even though I gt an A for that. Hopefully, they understand it better than before :) Had a good chat with my cousin during dinner time. We went home ard 9 plus n I was dead tired that I can dream that we had some issues with our neighbour. LOL

Didn't mug much today & yep I shall clear some stuffs tmr. Went to consult Doc Hiak in the afternoon cos my face condition getting worse. Yep, he put me back on Oratane again cos Differin causes more pimples. At least 1 thing less to worry about once I am on medication :)
Okie mugging days ahead for the whole of next week, damn torturing. Just keep pushing on at my own pace! There's a reason for me saying that cos I get paranoid when I see ppl ard me stressing themselves like little bees so I got to remind myself to not stress myself too much.
And not long after that I should be able to smell freedom n happiness during holidays. Not forgetting exercising.. Driving exam coming up soon, tsk tsk scary too..

The many fumehoods in the lab in the background. My Lab & Tutorial clique.

This is me doing Chemistry.

The lecture clique.

This is Elvin Ng. My Bro cos I am "EILEEN NG". *don smack me pls*

Things are never fair and I am getting sick & tired of it. Hello, may I know "Where are you"??

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There goes my weekends. I didn't mug a single bit, only to rush my lab report which was bad enough. Exams are approaching very very soon, 20 Nov to 2 Dec. This means this week will be the last week for official lessons? Quite scary when I think about it now :(
STRESS is sinking in and I will be an emo girl again. HAHAH mugging mugging.
Happy mugging Eileen =.=

I dread to go school tmr. Monday Blues. Last lab, sian to the max cos I heard will be very packed & confusing! Followed by CBC 111 tutorial and the stupid Maths Lab. Gosh, can't wait for Monday to be over. Or should I say can't wait for weekends to be here ;) OR MAYBE I shld say I can't wait for 2 Dec 11.30am to be here! Whoo Hoo~ *CBC drives me crazy!*
Oh yep, I am already thinking about meet ups in dec. 1 will be the DCHE Alumni on the 12 Dec, guys pls be reminded to reply Mr Kong by 14 Nov. Then maybe lets have gift exchange for Christmas gathering. Maybe we can have potlucks or we collect $ to order pizzas or buy food and cook?! Kelvin even suggested chalet, good idea but hard to organise now. I am getting excited even when I typed out all these out but well, I guess I got to wait till the end of exams before I can do all the plannings. Also not forgetting other gatherings with my friends be it Pri, sec, poly, Uni!

When the baby meets his parent. IPOD Nano *mine* meets IPOD touch *my sis*. My sis just got her present/reward for doing well in exams. Arghh, hers can play games while mine can only play the noob games. But since I am not into games cos I get sick of it easily then maybe we exchange once in a while yea? heheh

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I am in a happy mood despite exams approaching. But the next moment, I got alittle worried and confused. That's why I say I got serious mood swing.

I finally went back to school on friday after so many days of home-study. Organic Chem test was, hmm not as difficult as the 2nd one but not hoping for gd grades either. Then Li Mei & I went shopping at PS to relieve stress, we were like aunties roaming round Carrefour. But seriously, I feel much relax after the test though I am the most relax one of all. During dinner time, my mum told us that her ex-colleague called her to chit chat n they talked abt kids. Singapore is really small, I happened to know her daughter n my mum was surpised when I said eh like my friend, U go call ur friend n asked wats her daughter's name. She's Shermin, Hainita's friend. "Never paint ur nails at night", thats what my mum always tell me but I insisted and I totally regret it last night. Fingerprints all over my nails when I woke up this morning. Arghh Shit!

Joyride with family to various places last night and silly conversations going on. Enjoyed it lots! Eg. When we drove by Hilton Hotel, mummy said the reason why the groom fell to his death after his wedding reception is becos: Ppl wanna snatched his ang baos! LOL, then the 3 of us burst out into laughter then my mum said Da jie* which is me* even worse, she said cos he found out that the wife is a transexual..Well dear policeforce, faster solved this case cos I m dying to know the answer :) Another funny topic by my mum was: eh next time ur wedding at Fullerton remember to book a room for me. Then my dad said U nt scared ppl snatched ur ang baos then U jump down meh?! Then my mum said: Ai ya Fullerton not that high-rised what, jump down also won't die. Btw don ask me why Fullerton, cos it was a joke I made when I was young and they remember it forever :( Followed by Tau Huay as supper, I know that it's fattening!

Slacked the whole day until 7pm to meet my friends at Bishan as Edna drove us to Darryl's hse. Happy 21st Birthday to Darryl n his twin bro! We had fun camwhoring but the weather was so humid that all of us were sticky after that. Okie, enjoy the pics :) Gosh, I am so dead for lab report 9 which is due on Mon cos it has lots of qns on Organic Chem, my enemy!

His lab mates. Or the nucleophiles or electrons thingy they mentioned..I still have no idea why we are the nucleophiles?! Then that means Darryl's the substrate?

Jialin, ME, Edna

Germaine, Jialin & ME

This pic is damn funny can. Edna said nearer n she literally pushed our heads towards hers!

The Birthday Boy.

Saw Yan Ting there also :) And I seriously looked like my sis in this pic or hmm shld I say my sis looked like me cos I am older?

Last one for the day. More pics on Monday when it's going to be the last lab session.

Bye to my 1st digital cam. I admit I banished it to the cold room when I gt a new one becos of the lousy battery life. Curious why there's 2 skin tone on my cam? Cos I brought it to the beach n it corrosion occured =.= But it was still working until my dad took it to China to take some pics of my grandfather's hometown. Yep, hor hor he spoils it and maybe I can get a new 1?

hahahah the cameras now so high tech la, gt wifi somemore :(

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I don't wanna be a NERD !!!

No matter how hard I mug, nothing seems to be able to get inside my head and this feeling sucks. Have been staying at home since Tue to mug *not all the time pls*. As Physics Lecture is cancelled tmr due to e learning and that means only 1hour of Organic Chem. Hahah therefore, sry Mr Chiba for ponning ur lesson as my journey takes 3 hours to attend an 1 h lecture. *guilty feeling lingering*

Organic Chem test = I am so dead. Bad bad feeling, I foresee I will flunk it once more. But wait, it has always been bad feelings for ALL tests in NTU. So yep, that's it! Good Night, shall continue mugging. Pathetic. And I hate reading textbooks, they send me to lala land. But no choice, shall make full use before I sell it off right? hahah

My super thick books & piles of notes. And there are another 3 more thick books waiting for me to open ceremony when I begin my mugging for exams :( I hate this part right here!

How I wish I can rewind back time to become mini- Eileen :P
At least just eat, sleep & cry. Don't have to worry about what's life..

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You know what you want but how long can you wait. Every moment last forever if you feel you’ve lost your way.

Lethargic cos so many test & exams waiting for me. Seriously, I can say that Chemistry is definitely not in my genes. Having a hard time to "memorise" those freaking scary reactions. Process Control in poly was termed as the killer module but I also never faced that much problems in studying it compared to now. Witnessed an accident in NTU on my way to school, traffic jam & I am almost late for lab becos of that. We camwhored after lab today with many ppl looking at us, they were just too shy to join in la. Future Chemists excluding me I guess. hahah lets take more on Sat-Darryl's Bdae and our last lab for the sem on Mon, in the synthesis lab showcasing our fumehood workplace :) Crashed early CBC 111 Tutorial & got home 1 hour earlier. But I felt sick after I gt home and fell asleep while studying cos my head was spinning at one point of time. Finally gt to try Twist & Dunk for dinner but chay nth great afterall...

Yay, something to make me happy for a tiny winy bit. No school tmr! Though I gt lesson for driving- parking! N Mr Sumod declared that CBC 111 lesson this wk will be e learning so no need to go back on Friday for extra lesson though still gt Organic Chem test in the afternoon :( Another 1 month to go b4 our last paper ends! Can't wait for that day to come.

Received a sms from my friend just now informing us that another friend's dad passed on. Not really gd at words but just wanna tell U to Take Care and be Strong cos I am sure ur dad will always be by ur side as ur guardian angel.

My new/ Labs/ Tutorials friends :) Nice knowing U guys!

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Say the right thing at the right time in order not to piss ppl off..

Dinner with grandma, aunties & uncles at BottleTree Yishun. Food not that nice & not worth the price. Guess the Sembawang branch is nicer. But, a very good place to camwhore for sure! Look at the numbers of pictures my cousin and I took in maybe 15 mins *in facebook* U will know. hahah. My cousin has a module taught by Mr Kong Ling Teck, though she hasn't seen his face yet. Mr Kong always reminds me of the scene when the students in MLT 1 laughed when the white board fell on him and how he tried to balance to prevent it from falling. Like superman sia, hahah. Okie we are bad students cos no one went to "save" him instead we kept laughing. Also, not forgetting the geylang or hotel 81 jokes we joked abt him and his famous accent that never fail to make us giggle. Dear boys & girls, that's how he addressed us :)

We are interested in photography, not the camwhoring of ourselves but those sceneries pics. However, it's an expensive interest and I don't think I can get a DSLR any sooner..Seriously, I can't wait for the Australia trip when I can take pics & videos and upload them here!
Okie time to sleep cos there's lab tmr at 9.30am :( Organic Chem test on friday which means mugging again.

She wanted to kiss me. And just nice Social Interview on facebook asked her this qns:
SocialInterview.com asked me "What would Eileen Ng say if you kissed him/her right now?"
I answered ''Why you kiss me! ''

My comments: Yep, WHY WHY WHY?! HAHAHA

Nice & relax view. Kampung lifestyle.

I looked damn fair for once, in the next few pics. And I didn't photoshop or what okie, hahah.

Guess, that's the effect of switching on the flash.

My sister ought to open her eyes super big.

Too bad, no one helped us to take the pics so we got to take turns thats why our pics all solo.

Take advantage of all the props that we can find. And, it's really dirty..

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Reality is always bitter. It's just a dream, got to wake up fast to avoid it from happening again.

Not much happenings in school this week, it's always mugging & I foresee more mugging as Nov is the month when examinations start. I realised gt alot our chem eng seniors in my course, I gt 2 in my tutorial class but seems that they are also stressed cos is a totally diff thing from what we learnt. Something funny happened to me on Thu. Wore a pair of new shoes to school & damn it blisters started to form on both feet. Damn pain that I ponned my 3.30pm lesson to go home at 1.30pm. Walking to the bus stop was also a difficult thing, called my mum to ask her if she wanted to go shopping with me but actually I wanted her to bring me my pair of slippers but then nah she didn't wanna go. So in the end I limped all the way and Wati waited for me at PP station with my slippers.

Friday was out with Joyce Ang. We went Shokudo for dinner. Food was nice esp the matcha drink :) We chatted alot, then she told me eh actually she's very surprise that I don have bf, my reply was this kind of thing voices down to fate, of course everyone wanna be tied down to be loved right but sometimes we just have to accept that U haven meet that somebody yet or maybe U met but then nth progress if none initiate first. Again, who initiate will be another prob, I always think that guys shld be the 1 doing that and I gt bombarded by my guy friends. They said eh guys also scared of rejection but hey girls also what! I always wonder how couples get together, is there such thing as Chemistry?! Well, maybe there must be a diff in electronegativity inorder for ionic bond to occur la..

My Sat was spend on watching the hk drama- Beyond the Realm of Conscience- 宫心计. Seriously, U will get hooked to it. 1 episode after another :( I lack self-discipline maybe.. Wanted to order Twist & Dunk ytd but delivery closed due to heavy rain. No luck to eat that.

During dinner time, my mum told me smth that makes me feel like crying cos I felt guilty abt it.

Thanks friends & my cousin for the encouragements. Shall concentrate on my exams first before thinking about such stuffs. It's ald Nov 1, so many stuffs changed within a few months. I really don't like changes but that's nth much that I can do. Perhaps tomorrow will be a better day, no?hahah

Shall start my mugging & lab report soon. And dinner with family at Bottle Tree Yishun later. Arghh, E learning next wk but shit we still have no go back =.= Dumb..Oh yea, I watched the new video on Ris Low. She's really a STUPID IDIOT, someone pls tighten her screw, it's loose! HAHAH.

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Goodbye Monday, Hello Tuesday and Soon Friday :)

Practical was sort of fun today cos I understand the procedure & Zakee and I were the 1st grp to finish I think, rare la, hahah but report wasn't that easy and I forgot to take a pic of my blueprint & crystals :( Crystallisation, I love it the most as I have been doing it for 6 mths due to my fyp. And yea Ms Chong kept warning us that Potassium Oxalate is very toxic and try not to bring those stuffs U brought into the lab into your bedroom. Hmm, but my notes are lying ard in my room now. So yea, incase I die means I got poisoned by Potassium Oxalate k.

Shall bring my digi next week for phototaking with new friends! But then, we still didn't managed to crash the morning tutorial class. Anyway, going to Organic tutorial is just a waste of time cos I don't understand and it only makes me more sad & confused. But no worries, I am not in the sad mode at the moment :) Maybe not now but some other days..
Saw my Modern Chem results, 9/20, not that bad ald but still the same old thing, even if U study real hard but U just can't score U see..My friends were also sad when they saw their results, don't worry la, U guys can do it as U have the willpower to overcome this torturing course.

Valerie told me ytd that might have to pay back tuition grant if withdraw or change course, scare me. After checking, U don't have to pay back if U withdraw b4 the 1st 2 wks of a new sem BUT, I will have to surrender my matriculation card. DAMN, why they wanna take back if they can just deactivate everything?! I want it as a memento T_T though I think ez link card won't be taken back just that U pay adult fare..SIAN. I was even thinking to report lost so that I get to keep my card but then replacement fee is ard $20!!! So ex for a piece of card, might as well just scan it right =.=

Driving later followed by dumb Maths lesson at 4.30pm. SHIT! My mum & I together with my auntie & Uncle are in JB now shopping. So gd! I am really jealous of my sis! hahaha remember to buy things for me yea!
Then had a very last min dinner appt with Pui Sauw ytd. Met her at Clementi as she just finished her 1st exam paper, gd luck yo! And if I really study Business Management, hahaha I can consult her! :) Dinner at Astons-The Cathay. My fav hangout, luckly we got there early to avoid the crazy queue. I love Astons for their food! :P I am basically slacking my Monday away, cos TV therapy the whole night followed by painting of nails! I painted red this time.

Lee Min Ho was in the newspaper ytd, so handsome my bf. HAHAHA, later get whacked by people out there. He mentioned that he lighted 200 candles along of a walkway of a church, arghh damn romantic! Most probably I will be stunned and cry if my bf does that to me, HAHAH but I think must wait 9999999 *meaning nv ever happen*~ I can say almost all girls will melt if that happens to them cos it's really sweet *I see bees flying ard* for a guy to do that.

I am pissed off with facebook now. Can't log in to my account as they wrote that my account is temporarily unavailable when I can log in to my mum's acc! WHY?!
2009 is ending soon, a pretty fast year and I don't really like 2009, a mixture of happy & unhappy events. I doubt my wish will come true this year, it's alright cos everything is predestined :) Hopefully, Nov will be a better month though most likely not cos exams period but I do have quite many Birthday parties to attend next month. No running away for my grandma's 80th on the 22nd though I have papers from 24th onwards. SIAN..But I am sure Dec will be a better 1 cos I am having Christmas mood, also holiday to Melbourne and shall have class gathering in Dec too!

PS: Just saw the news, body world is here again! Who wanna go??

Their mushroom soup is nice and worth the price so is their fish & chips :)

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Feeling lethargic and I think my face shows it all. I really can't wait for holidays to be here, I need a break. It's too stressful now. My sis will be having 2 days off from sch, so gd. I am green with envy! Thus, I am dragging myself to go sch tmr. Hopefully lab finishes by 11.30am so I can crash the 11.30's tutorial lesson :) E learning next week but don't really looked like e learning since we gt to be back for some modules =.= Dumb..

Had mini class gathering ytd to celebrate Jonathan's 21st Birthday. Had lunch buffet at Kushin Bo Suntec. Well, I don think the food worth the price so yep no more going back there the next time :) Yi Pei said I looked rounder now, haizz salad la..Time for dieting!

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I am sorry. I guess I made alot of people including my family and friends worry about me.
This is part and parcel of life, something I have to go through at this point of time. In life, there are some ups & downs and I guess I am experiencing this now. Was really down when I gt back my Organic Chem test on Tue. Worst results ever in my life, flunk it badly :( The more I thought of it, I gt more emotional and finally I reached the breaking point and broke down when I reached home. I hardly cry for tests/exams, okie la sometimes like thermo hahah. My family were shocked and tried to tell me it's okie, just a 7% test, try harder again the next time.

Well, I had a hard time sleeping that night, felt really lost and thought about what's next as interest wasn't really there anymore and also grades wasn't that fantastic either. Told my parents about my plans and they were supportive of it, after discussing with my dad, I decided to apply for the RMIT-Business Management Jan intake though I hope there's an option where I can defer to Aug. Of course, I am still unsure which route I will take until the day comes but I know it takes alot of courage to withdraw as U won't know if it's a wise decision and there's no turning back. 10 weeks in NTU, made new friends not forgetting existing friends like Li Mei & Cai Hong and can't bear to say bye too. Hahah and they really very funny, they say if I pass all my modules then they treat me makan. Thanks gals, I know U are stress too yet U all still encourage me to press on, appreciate it alot! :) And Li Mei damn playful one loh, always tease me, tsk tsk. hahah she wans to be MM!

I am no longer a small gal, I gt to make decisions in life though I really wish that my parents will settle everything for me =X hahah opps just joking..But through this, I really can feel the love from my family members, arghh I feel like a mummy's & daddy's girl :) Not forgetting my friends that kept on encouraging me in 1 way or another, U peeps know who U are :)
After school today, went SIM to register. 1 thing less to worry about. Called the wrong person daddy, so paiseh. Cos I called my dad to inform him abt the details b4 registering and Chua picked up my dad's phone. Then my cousin said, I nt ur daddy, ur daddy on the other line, asked him to call U back later. Then Yvonne and I went back to our Back to the old school visit! SP rocks! But unfair eh, now upgrade till so nice esp the lib!!! Getting late, shall update again later. Busy day I foresee :)

The Teh ice from foodcourt 4. My fav though standard like drop ald...

Tired looking face from all those stress. But camwhoring was still fun :)

Comfortable chairs, nice n cosy environment for couples to hang out. hahahah no need to go cafe, just go SP!!!

The tall and the short which is ME :( Nice chit chat session today.

The song that keeps playing in my head now. Meaningful lyrics, like what I am going through..

The Climb by Miley Cyrus

I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreaming, but
There's a voice inside my head saying
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm takin'
Every move I make
Feels lost with no direction,
My faith is shakin'
But I gotta keep tryin'
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down, but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it, but
These are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most
I've just gotta keep goin', and
I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on, but

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on movin'
Keep climbin'
Keep faith baby
It's all about, it's all about
The climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, woah

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Week after week, day after day. I am just getting more and more tired and unhappy. I know my parents are worried and sad but I have no choice. Uni is just so tough that the giving up feeling is lingering around me. Those that know me well shld know that I have quite strong determination but then determination no longer works here. Doesn't mean that if U are determined enough, U will just pull through this stage, not so simple now.. I just feel as if I am like a rubber band, going to snap anytime. Maths tmr, I gt a strong feeling that I will be stunned when I looked at the qns just like tutorials. Crying has been a way to relieve stress for me in the past but no longer anymore now. So tired that I hope that exams can end as fast as possible so that I can rest mentally & physically in dec to decide what is next..

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In life, there are many decisions U have to make. As U grow older, the decisions become more important as it will decides ur future. But, 1 wrong decision might not be the end of the world as U can still decide again though it takes a longer time to reach ur destination. I shall make mine in Dec. :)
My dad came to my room last night and had a chat with me. I knew what he wanna say and I broke into tears even b4 started talking. Told him that I am under tremendous stress, smth that I never experienced so much in the past. And he told me to study what I can if cannot then decide again, just like what I mentioned b4 to see my results and if I m interested in continuing chemistry in dec. He told me that there's nth to be ashamed abt, don't have to care what ppl think but what matter the most is if U like what U r studying. Then told him maybe will study Business in SIM and he says he's fine with it but I gt to be very serious in choosing this time and touch wood if it doesn't work out again then he will help me decide what's next. Shall let God decides what's next..

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Good girls gone bad..

Was 1 week ago since I last blogged, many things happened during this 1 week, mainly due to emotions resulting from stress. Yep, still stress now but I guess everyone is feeling it regardless if U r studying, in NS or at work. From each his best and we shall just wait and see what god plans for us. I got back my Biochemistry, to my surprise I pass 70.5/100 but wait, there are ppl getting 100 =.= Then Physics was hell, I gt 4/10 so it means a pass in final year will be enough for me :) Deepavali break tmr but makes no diff, I still gt to mug for Maths MST on tue and Modern Chem on fri. How nice if life can be so simple. Got influenced by Li Mei ald cos she said her ambition is to be a housewife. LOL but then nope my ambition nt that, just that how nice if can fast-forward to the life after school. :) Anyway, can't wait for friday to come before I can take a short break and gathering with friends on Sat! :)

I dreamt of alot of stuffs these few nights. Wed night's dream was a weird one. Everything was so real and I really feel that I am talking to her and she's telling me the reason behind something. Then I woke up after the dream ended and I can't sleep for 1h as I was wondering why I dreamt of that. But well, it don't really matters anymore now, I am happy to have U as my friend.
Ytd, I watched this Thai movie called Mor 3 Pee 4 Rao Ruk Nai. Highly recommended peeps! I find it quite real and touching, showing how love blossoms in msn and also in real life. So romantic till I cried non stop until I gt blocked nose. Not forgetting the amount of tissue papers I wasted. Hehe, the guy is also very handsome! I guess, I will "melt" if it happens on me. Sincerity is the magic word but also the feeling matters too..

Did alot of things today. Mugged Maths b4 going for dinner at Pu Tien- Kitchener Road. Gosh, really love their food! Reasonable price, good food and good service, hard to come by. Very humble boss till his son gt to help serve the dishes despite his status. This is smth that many of us should learn from :) Everyone is equal in this world, no such thing as status. Then after that, we went to the new shopping mall- CitySquare to walk around. Not that bad, I think even better than Compass Point loh. Was telling my sis about the pic I used to imagine, arghh how sweet that is right? Though, abit paiseh, but I really wonder when will this day come :)

I found this drink at home. Eh, not bad leh like bubble tea. I am a tea-lover!

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Born to suffer, that's what I feel now. My heart feels very heavy when I think about those tests and exams and the many more years to come. Really stress, this bad feeling is smth that I have nv experienced before. Studying should be a very happy process no matter how stressful I am, just like what I did in poly. But, I don feel it that way anymore and that's bad I know. So, I can only tell myself to endure and do my best for now and I am prepared to take that step if I really have to do so. Anyway, I have the dec holidays to think abt what I really want cos everything now is not what I have expected and I am doubting my choice now. As, there is a saying that if U really like something, even if it's difficult, U won't find it stressful and unhappy to study it. But I am not feeling it this way, so the path infront of me seems so blur now.

Physics test on friday, something which I don't like but I realised now I dislike chemistry too..So many things to worry about. Life is so meaningless now or maybe I should say studying life. But no worries, no suicidal thoughts cos whatever it is, I know my family will be supporting my decision and also thanks friends for being my ears. To think back, I actually made 2 shocking decisions last time, 1 during my sec sch days which I know my mum shld be quite sad cos I changed from pure science to combined when I gt my sec2 streaming results which was 7 in level position which was considered to be nt that bad. But hahah, I still think it was a right choice.
Then, when I gt my Os result, poly route was always on my mind cos the dumb me only wanted to go SAJC at that time n if can't then no JC for me. Chemical Eng or Business, well I chose Chemical Eng cos I was wilful as everyone told me Business suits me more so wanted to prove them wrong and I guess my parents were pretty happy abt that decision. And I can say that I didn't regret too. So I wonder if there will be a 3rd time to do crazy decisions anot.

Now, I can't wait for everything to be over when I can really take a good break in dec to recharge and decide. Nobody knows what will happen in the future and I believed everything is planned for us, when is time to go through this stage, U can't hide away from it and just have to go through it. I know this is a very emotional post and I am sure that my mum will get very worried when she reads this tmr but nah mummy I will just endure till this sem ends cos whatever it is, I paid school fees ald, hahah.

Nothing much happened last week except for dinner last fri with my sec sch friends. And I am sorry if I look moodless cos I am tired and also becos of my stomach cramps :( Sushi buffet, I shall stop eating sushi for a few months cos the thought of sushi now makes me wanna puke, hahah. Okie, I noticed I have been whining alot ever since I started sch and I hate it cos life shld be Smiles Aplenty right? But, sadly not the case for me now. But I shall try to find back the optimistic me *Joshua said that I was optimistic back in poly*, well I don't know that I give U guys such impression la, hahah. Anyway, my msn lists looks quite pathetic now, all the guys r in NS now so yep, msn is so quiet these days. I miss those poly days when we crapped alot in msn!

How I wish life can be that simple, sometimes I really envy my mum though I know she has stuffs to worry about too like eh, U eat ald? etc..hahah okie can't wait for this wkend to come cos Deepavali on Monday but again, it will be mugging time. That's why I am so sick of this kind of life now... Ohh yea, I finally took my TP date. 18 Dec, abt 2 more months to go!

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Everything is drifting away slowly..but I hope it's just my illusion.

School started barely 2 days and I am feeling tired not to mention I pon my Maths today to mug at home. And I feel guilty abt ponning.. Maths Quiz tmr, got a feeling I will also be stuck at part b cos I look thru notes n qns can't find examples dealing with that kind of function.. Weird format for Forensic quiz, shade OAS infront of a big screen which will flash the qns for 1min each, which means if U shade wrongly then GG but hahah can "consult" friends if U don know..
Biochemistry on Thu, seems to be a very formal quiz and that scares me. Hopefully, everything will be fine. God bless me again! hahah need to add again cos I foresee never ending blessing I need during my years in NTU. LOL

The thought of the many tests in the coming weeks makes me sian but I have gt no choice cos I need to go through the bitter stage b4 I can enjoy the sweetness. At the moment, what keeps me going will be Sushi buffet with my friends this friday! :)

PS: GOOD LUCK BOTAKS!

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REWIND BACK THE TIME to last week! Haven recharged enough and finished studying. GG Recess week is over, got to face reality again, a tough n hectic one I foresee. 3 tests this week, kill me pls. But I fear the physics one more which is next wk.. Looking at the calender, I think I have 5 wks of sch left? cos got to minus away study week & e learning. Then exams starts officially on 20 Nov to 2 Dec, arghh another big hurdle b4 I can take a long break. I can't wait for 19 Oct when it's deepavali! A holiday on Monday! Damn sian to go back sch tmr, awaiting for wkends to arrive :(

Lots of my friends going to enlist during this coming week. Good Luck and Take Care boys and hahah come out as Men when they complete the 2 years of NS like some of my friends whom will ORD pretty soon..Freedom at last but stress when U start sch after 2 long years of break.

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Caffeine Overdose leads to sleepless night. Why? Because I drank a cup of tea followed by Coffee Bailey. On my bed at 2am but only managed to sleep at 4am. Woke up at 9am with big swollen eyes. And there goes my Back to old school trip :( Sry Fiza & Joyce for pangseh-ing cos I don wanna go out with unglam eyes. LOL Shall join U guys next time! We can go Marina Barrage for picnic too! I guess I missed out alot of fun! Saw the video they took, funny la! Wonder how will I react if I was there?? I m going to smack Joyce The Great when I see her next time. She said my display pic nice cos my head getting bigger! WAT THE Heaven, always wanna make my blood boils only =.=

So while they were having fun there, the poor me mugging at home. At least smth done at last though my brain still feels empty..Boring, holidays ending pretty soon. 1000000X unwilling to return, give me back my happy life! Poly yr 3 was stressful but I was happy unlike now and finally I understand why. Cos I gt lots of funny and caring classmates ard me. Once again, I miss poly and U guys! Since I gt the Back to old school mood, I re-watched those sickening videos on the bunch of funny peeps on my facebook page. Damn funny la, and most of them gt Mr Yap Yi Pei inside. hahah bro, booked out ald not?? Alot of things I wanna do but time don't permits :(

I wanna go sing KTV!!! But later Marc says I am whispering to my mic again. hahah but I didn whisper, u guys talked too loud thats why can't hear me..

The powerpuff girls!

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Goodbye to everything I thought I knew.. Apparently, a huge disappointment in myself or U?? I don't know.

8 years back, I was still celebrating Childrens' Day. 4 years back still celebrating Youth Day. After that, no more such holidays :( Holidays get lesser & lesser as our age increases, so unfair right? More workloads but lesser rest days, life is tiring.
Anyway, Happy Childrens' Day to all including myself cos I am always a child in my parents' eyes :)

Saw Jermaine's checklist on facebook. Thanks gal for the dates for all the horrible tests lining up waiting for me once recess ends. Li mei & Cai Hong, got maths test 3 on Tue/Wed!!! I shall write here to remind myself:

7 Oct: Maths Test 3 and Forensic Science MST.

8 Oct: Biochemistry MST

16 Oct: Physics MST

20 Oct: Maths MST

23 Oct: Modern Chemistry MST

I will be so dead cos every papers equals killer module to me. Can't imagine mugging for all these papers in such a short time. Stress is the word to describe my feeling now. Tired is the word to describe the state I am in now. How I wish recess week will never end or perhaps 1 more wk is enough but FAT HOPE. I only wish to rewind back time to last Sat so I can mug all over again. Because, I have wasted so many days slacking. I only finished reading through FS once and have not finished all the 5 chapters of Biochem, not to mention start revision for the rest of the modules. Gosh, hopefully I am able to finish Biochem/Maths/Forensic revision by Sunday :)
That means I have got to stop watching my HK drama-D.I.E Again or else I will really DIE for my papers. hahah but I only got 8 more episodes to go, so how?

Anyway, tagboard seems to be abit cranky, can't seem to tag so I shall comment here.

To JOYCE THE GREAT: Welcome! But don't get lost again next time, remember to count the 6th bus stop only when the bus gets into NTU. LOL, the next time U come, I will lay red carpets to welcome U okie? And cya later!!! Though I can't stay that long to gossip.
I gt a date with ??? MY NOTES, BOO HOOO T_T

To Joshua: Eh, why must U flood/spam my tagboard with ur 1 or maybe 2 sentences??

BACK TO THE OLD SCHOOL ! To be continued~

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Currently in the mode of procrastination and I have this "when you know that you just don't know" feeling once again...Really got to start my mugging ald, the thought of that makes me :(

After driving today, I went out with Pui Sauw at Cityhall. Initially, our plan was to have lunch followed by movie but then haha too many stuffs to gossip abt so we ended up shopping. Ventured a new place- Xin Wang(Taiwan). Personally, I think that it's even better than XW Hong Kong..Then after that we walked to Marina Square-Suntec and finally Bugis for Ah Chew's desserts. I am so tired by the time I reached home. Then watched Fann & Christopher's wedding on TV. Awww, so sweet!!! :) Weddings are the sweetest occasion on earth, don't U think so? I once said that like quite fun to be a wedding planner then somebody told me pls la, later U forget this n that and ended up messing it. Well well, prove U wrong then U know! hahah. And it makes me wonder whose wedding will come 1st among my friends??
I wanna be bridesmaid! hehe

Grandma going for endoscopy tmr again. Hopefully, everything goes fine though heard from my mum that she's worried this time., don't worry ah ma, ah gong will be ur guardian angel! Well, she was the one that convinced me that it wasn't painful when I went for mine 2 yrs back and true enough it wasn't painful though I lost blood during it when it should not happened cos the needle came out halfway. Quite drama when I think back now. I remembered I was on anesthesia and I woke up when the nurse carried me to my bed, I turned and saw blood on my bed and slept again. So I am not sure if I fainted when I saw blood or due to the drug. All I heard was my mum asking eh wat happened why she lost blood..hahah

XINWANG Taiwan at Citylink

Their pearl milk tea, not worth the price for this. Get it at Sweet talk is better!

My porkbelly with preserved vege. I like this! Of course, I removed the scary layer of fats when I ate it :)

Pui Sauw's Honey Crispy Chicken and it's really very crispy. Very nice also!

My buddy of around 9 years friendship and still counting, arghh we are so old ald.

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Sometimes, I dislike myself for thinking too much. It makes life much more complicated.
Again, it's never fair. When U have this, U don't have that and I always wonder why like that? Well, I don't have an answer for that either, only god knows I guess. hahah

What a boring and warm Sunday. I will probably melt without air-con.. It feels weird when U have nth better to do at home. Although I have alot of tests coming up after break but I don wanna be a mugger yet. Sad that my mum didn't wait for me to bathe n she went grandma's hse without me. So yea, I have to stay at home to rot until evening time. Off to pick mum from grandma's place. My niece is so amazed when U saw my nail colour, kept touching my nails n smile at me :) Okie it's orange btw, those super bright kind, quite a scary colour. LOL

Then rushed to Shashlik for dinner. But surprisingly, it wasn't crowded today due to F1? So food blog again later. Sad that they don have Baked Alaska-A ice cream cake bursting into flames due to alcohol. This meal certainly makes me happy! :) And I wanna go again!
But I missed the F1 race becos of that, when I reached home it was ald the 44th lap. And, I think I can hear the noise from my house! Cool, but again it might be from my neighbour's TV also...
Expected la Ah Ham won! That's how my sis calls Lewis Hamilton..Whooo!

Anyway, Organic Chem test down and gone cos I don even know what I am drawing so just hope for the best..Shall not think about it first and enjoy my recess week. OMG, finally Freedom has arrived! Sad, I can't find anyone to go watch F1 with me so I ended up watching it on TV. Next yr, I shall go there! A stressful week for me and I spend the whole afternoon sleeping ytd to replenish my sleep and energy. Got worried abt sleepless night and was thinking to drink some alcohol but then luckly, I fell asleep ard 12.30am cos it was a boring Sat. My buddies not online to talk to me, maybe all partying outside la...

Food Blog on Shashlik Restaurant-Russian Cuisine at #06-19 Far East Shopping Centre.

The normal looking bun but tastes like heaven!

The Borsch soup with sour cream. A must try! Really really very tasty! I think U give me another 2 bowls I also can drink la..

Escargots! Yummy, though the thought of eating land snails might be a little gross. Hahah but who cares la, it's so delicious till I forgot that it's snails. I can finish a dozen by myself too!

Steak a la Russe, which is fillet steak with a mushroom sauce. Not that bad :)

My Garlic Steak. I had it medium rare. And they are really up to standard. I don't see bloody scene on my hotplate or performing surgery *tough to cut* on the steak like what happened when I ate in Astons. Though, the price is really much more la..

My dad's Shashlik - Beef Fillet. Their speciality but I think the portion like too little loh.

Their salad which I don really like though my parents say it's nice. I am not a vege lover anyway I am a carnivore, Rahhh~

After the meal, we began out usual practice, heheheh camwhored! So can can skip this n scroll down if U wan :)

Got this on our way back. Who says U have to go Rochor for Tau Huay?! Boon Keng also sells very nice tau huay loh! Our Tau Huay in Gu la melaka syrup. I always thought it was either maple or caramel syrup =X Opps

My scary colour. So bright la, looks like ah lian...hahah n pls don say I m ah lian or else I will slap ur face ! *grinz*

It's 12.20am now. Ohh yea, i forgot to mention smth. RECESS BREAK STARTS NOW! WHEEE but mugging starts tmr if I don wan flooding in my hse 2 wks later :(

Anyone knows where can I watch HK drama? Cos funshion don have the latest shows n Tudou too lag, by the time I finished loading, I forgot what happened to the previous episode. So, I guess I shall continue my Greys Anatomy S5 for the time being..

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Week 7 = Ponning week for me. I pon my 3.30 to 5.30pm lesson so that I can go home at 1.30pm to mug for Organic Chemistry. I think *most likely* to pon morning class tmr too all becos of a stupid paper. Joyce, I think U can really put me in a recovery column to get the old E back, if reflux then I trust ur troubleshooting skills :)
Despite studying, my brain still feels empty. This feeling sucks! Can't wait for it to be over, another 24hrs cos paper ends at 3.30pm! Anyway God, pls bless me alot alot for this killer paper!

Joyce Tan played a prank on me just now. Good one, it's always the dumb me that falls for ur trick :( Anyway, this big bully came NTU to visit me n her friend ytd. Gosh, really damn happy :) If u wanna make me happy then haha come down to NTU! I miss poly life so damn much! Miss all those crapping that never fail to make *my eyes roll*. hahah if U get what I mean la..Brought her to Hall 4 canteen to eat and kind of tour ard NTU. Crapped while I was eating and sharing stuffs that happened to us after poly. She brought the malay dates n asked me to try. Sry ah, cos I don't eat dates but haha I still tried, see I give U face la, my 1st time again K. Kept asking her what does it taste like b4 trying. Okie it tastes like chocolate though it doesn't melt in ur mouth. hahah as usual, we had our phototaking session. I know U miss my 1 MORE right! TY for saying I gt nice eyes! Yeah, use it to "dian" U la! hahahah just kidding =P
She crashed my forensic science lecture n hopefully it was entertaining n the chairs at Nanyang audi shiok right? :)
Random We saw Nathaniel Tan, 1 of the finalist for Project Superstar 2 ytd in NTU. Too bad, Joyce needs magnifying glass cos he walked passed her but she didn see =.= hahah

Can't wait for tmr to come! Watching F1 race after sch cos it starts at 6pm, the view shld be breathtaking tmr as they called that the Twilight session due to the timing, shld be able to see sunset? Okie, time to end here and continue my mugging. Pathetic, I wasn't that hardworking in poly also loh..

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No mood to study over the wkends and holidays. Uni life = busy life, everything just sucks! Seriously deprived of a good rest. Well, I am going to extend my holidays by ponning sch tmr cos 4.30 to 6.30pm, might as well mug at home after my driving right =P Arghh, I m so bad..
All the alkenes, alkynes, benzene blah blah reactions are making me go crazy! Indeed chemistry in my head now, going to explode anytime.

I actually forgot what I did on Sat. What I remembered was the conversation btw me and Yvonne. Both of us wanted a DSLR badly n steady ah, Taiwan trip next yr okie. But, we got to ask if our guys wanna come along cos after the Batam trip's saga-tyre punctured, I am a little scared if it's an all girls' trip. Hahah cos guys are better at keeping calm. But hahah who knows, maybe by then Yvonne gt bf ald *seeing ur wishlist* so no need our class guys..
We were crapping all the way but was fun la though it was SB Lame. LOL
E.g. To let her have Lee Min Ho to look for her in her dreams just becos I gt Kevin Cheng. Well well too bad, LMH didn't managed to find her..
Also, how Mr Yap Yi Pei nagged me to go study instead of using msn on a Sat night! And jialat la, our Sir says that he's gaining weight so I don think I will get to see his 6 islands. LOL

Was like a busy bumble bee on Sunday. And Selamat Hari Raya my malay friends! :)
Went to Suntec to book our tickets to Melbourne. We had a hard time deciding this trip cos we were still thinking to go Kunming on sat but we had 2nd thought upon hearing that the temp will be <15C and that means U gt to wrap urself up like dumplings. Finally, leaving Singapore as a family! But well, that will be only after my exams which only ends on 2 Dec. Then walked to Beach Road for the famous prawn noodles, but still I prefer the Fish head bee hoon more. Send mum to ah ma's hse b4 I rush down to Vivo to meet Li Mei to pass her my lab report so I don't have to go sch tmr to hand in. Also meet Joshua to collect the discs from him. Thanks friends!

Then was chatting with Vincent. Thanks friend, he certainly has a way to motivate and encourage ppl. He told me this: Know the purpose and u will be motivated to continue. Hmm, that's a very powerful statement! Also to reflect on why I am still studying and I will be spurred on to study. Hmmm, haha hopefully this works for me when I am stress :)

Then we went to Kovan Centre to eat Ah Seah Teochew Porridge. Simple and cheap food but is really nice n the queue was terrible. So who says cheap food doesn't taste as gd as those from restaurants?! Followed by my favourite joyride to Chinatown, Orchard and Little India.
Friends that know me well should know that I am very scared of moths/butterflies n yep there's a small moth in my rm last night. Playing catching with me somemore. I used my jacket to chase it out, even opened my door to let it fly out but then ah ya, the moth cock eyes stucked at the toilet door so when I opened, it fly into the toilet =.= I opened toilet window but it still didn't wanna fly out. But, haha I think it fainted cos we can't find it in the toilet this morning. LOL

Hello on 5 Dec :) 8h night flight, that's hell cos I scared I can't sleep without my "pillow". hahah

Camwhored in the car during joyride.

21 Oct-Deepavali. Cool a holiday on Monday once again!

My hk dramas. I can open a rental shop ald. hahah

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